We are truly sorry to hear about the loneliness and despair you're feeling. First, we want to assure you that God sees you and cares for you deeply. In Psalm 147:3 WEB it is written, He heals the brokenhearted, and binds up their wounds. God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit Psalm 34:18.
However, we want to address something important. You mentioned that you've been praying for God to send you a partner. In the Bible, God's design for relationships is clear: marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. We encourage you to pray for a godly spouse if marriage is your desire, rather than a partner. This is because the term 'partner' does not fully encompass the commitment and sanctity of marriage as outlined in the Bible. In Genesis 2:24 WEB it is written, Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh.
Moreover, we want to remind you that God's timing is perfect. In Isaiah 64:4 WEB it is written, For since the beginning of the world, men have not heard nor perceived by the ear, neither has the eye seen, O God, besides you, what he has prepared for him who waits for him. Trust that God has a plan for you and your family.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today, lifting up this dear sister in Christ. Lord, she feels lonely and forgotten, but we know that you see her and care for her deeply. Comfort her heart, Lord, and remind her of your unfailing love. Help her to trust in your perfect timing and to seek your will for her life.
Father, if it is your will, provide her with a godly spouse, a man who will love and cherish her, and be a father to her children. Guide her as she waits on you, and help her to grow in her faith and relationship with you.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to seek God's will for your life. In Matthew 6:33 WEB it is written, But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Trust that God has a plan for you and that he will provide all that you need.