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Butterfly2015
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Please pray with me that I don't have any sexual transmitted diseases again. I keep struggling with this over and over again and I don’t know what to do or how to stop it. I will getting tested on Wednesday. I keep engaging and premarital sex over the weekend and I feel absolutely terrible. Afterwards I repented. I am trying really hard not to give into my flesh but it is very hard and it is something that I continue to struggle with. I continue to pray to GOD that he will help me in this area so I don’t keep making the same mistake over and over again. I feel depressed, unhappy, unworthy, dirty, ashamed and just disgusting. I do want to wait until marriage before I have sex and I certainly don’t want to have any STD especially HIV. I am very afraid, scared and nervous that I might be pregnant or have an STD, which I pray is all negative especially HIV. I know that I am saved by God grace and mercy. Please pray for me. I know this is not good and not of Christ and I keep slipping and I am tired of slipping. Please pray for me I started a 21 day fast this morning. Please that GOD really moves in my life and that i really cling to him and his word. I ask that I am covered in the blood of Jesus from head to toe and that no illness or sickness plague my body. That I am 100% healthy. Please pray for me.
