Scared And Feeling Trapped

[Matt]

Dear Lord,

Give me options, make the fight/struggle be not so onetracked that I feel I won't get better. And if I do there's no feeling of security. Please give me peace of mind and confidence in you and what is happening to me. Make me a good person, as you would like me to believe. One of the priests told me, for better or worse (I don't know) that I can't control the way I think-so don't try. I still keep on trying though. Let me see the error of my ways and let me repent and start anew/fresh. Keep me focused in a healthy way. Help me through this so that I may get better and with confidence. I don't even know what I need right now, and I have trouble putting my faith in you. But the saying is "you know me better than I know myself." If so, help me for my true needs. Let me have a life that both you and me may be happy together. Give me experience that I may draw and upon--I feel like I'm grabbing at straws. Please help me dear Lord. Let me always get the help I need. I'm doing alot to get better, but nothing seems to help. Maybe my counseling sessions will get better. It gets really frustration to never be able to rest, or find anything that works without investing huge amounts of energy. Let things take a proper and helpful course.

Helpless,

Matt

 

[cesar00]

Dear Jesus I feel that Matt is lost and trying to find his way to you. He is going around in circles and does not know which way to turn. He is going thorugh a very difficult time because the darkness is confusing him, they are taking advantage of his pain and sorrow and they are making him turn around and around without purpose. Dear Jesus I beg you stop this, Dear Lord talk to Matt, show yourself to him, let him know that you stand besides him. Let him know My Dear Jesus that all he has to do is to close his eyes and open his heart and let you in. All he has to do is to turn his life, body, mind and soul into your hands and that all will be well. Dear Jesus cover him with your blood and protect him from the attacks he is suffering from the darkness. Dear Jesus allow the Holy Spirit to descend upon him and to fill him. let him feel thewarmth and the prescence of the Holy Trinity besides him. Touch him Lord caress him. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.

 

[Shilo]

Father God, I pray that you will help Matt and guide him to people to help him down the path you want him on. Lord , show him and give him the tools needed to transform and renew his mind. Father God, help him to feel your presents around him as he goes through this dark night of the soul. Lord give strength and courage to Matt has he wait on you to act. Lord help him to keep his mind on you as you keep him in peace as he trust in you. Lord teach Matt your word so that he will not believe the lies of the evilone and so that is through the confidence that reading your word brings he will feel secure in the promises in your word are for him and that you will not let the flood waters over take him as he olds on to you, In Jesus holy name I pray amen.