Naliogate
Humble Servant of All
Brother I completely understand your situation and I have been through it. Right now what you need is intercession from the elders and specifically the anointing with oil. You need confession of your sins. Unfortunately you are in fact dealing with Satan, and he is trying to get you to probably commit suicide, it's very serious and dangerous. I would say, if you get desperate go to a hospital and explain this, yes you will be admitted and yes you might have to stay there and get medication. Medication works. How I see it is that your nervous system has been traumatized, somehow I don't know how or why, it could be a physical illness, now you are half in the other world, and half in this world. Because you are mid-way, the demons are more attracted to you. Your only option is to confess your sins, go over everything you can think of, if you fantasize rape, confess it and tell it to someone, if you ever watched pornography that has any kind of violence, confess it and these experiences will go away. You can read your Bible you can pray you can go to church and this stuff will follow you to the point of breaking you so that you fall in despair, this is almost like death is talking to you. You need fear of the Lord, because the Lord is allowing this. I will intercede for you, but please take my advice.
Lord, please lead this brother to repentance, confession of sins, lead him on the way of Sanctification and please keep the enemy at a distance until he can get help because the battle he is in is for life and death, in Jesus I pray amen.
Lord, please lead this brother to repentance, confession of sins, lead him on the way of Sanctification and please keep the enemy at a distance until he can get help because the battle he is in is for life and death, in Jesus I pray amen.