Satan trying to put thoughts into my mind?

It seems whenever I think of God or the Bible, I get these subconscious thoughts in my mind that I have to try very hard to push away or bury deep. Thoughts that basically try to blaspheme against God or anything in the Bible. As a result I have to form subconscious thoughts in my mind to counteract these. I constantly have to think in my mind stuff like "I love Jesus", "I will always believe in Jesus" "I hate Satan", "Screw you Satan" and stuff like that, because it seems like the opposite of these thoughts will try to come out, and it terrifies me because I don't want to blaspheme the Lord and I'll be damned to hell. One time i think I even had a horrible dream where I was urinating on a picture of the Virgin Mary and the child Jesus. This is not the first time this has happened. Long time ago when I was a child and I first started trying to get close to God and I started trying to read the Bible and have Bible study, I suffered from this. For a long time afterwards, I fell away from God and I didn't have these thoughts anymore most of the time. But just recently after having some spiritual conflict and reawakening and I asked Jesus for salvation, the problem came about again, maybe worse than before. It's worrysome and quite frankly it's almost making me crazy because it's literally like a warfare going on in my mind that I have to constantly fight back. Only time I get any peace is when I'm sleeping or if I'm concentrating really hard on something. I can't imagine these thoughts coming from myself, I would never dare to say or think such things about the Lord, it must be coming from Satan. It's extremely frustrating..

 

[Steven Bobb]

It sounds like your own assessment is right.Remember the history of why you need salvation,Adam and Eve sold out to Satan in the Garden.And since the whole human race descends from Adam and Eve,that sinful nature is passed on to all of us.And because sin can't inherit Heaven, Jesus {part of the Godhead,Father, Son, and Holy Spirit}was sent as a sacrifice by the Father for our sins. He paid for our sins on the cross,and whoever accepts Him as their Saviour is brought out of Satans family into Gods.That answers your question as to why you would be tormented in spirit. As you say, if you're a new Christian,the devil doesn't want you to advance,so of course when you try to advance yourself in Gods way, he is going to try to put discouraging or contrary thoughts in your head.Remember, also, the devil is called the father of lies,so while you're trying to get deeper into the Word, he will put contrary thoughts in your head, like,"You don't REALLY believe that nonsense, do you?"But, "Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."

 

[Brother James]

It seems whenever I think of God or the Bible, I get these subconscious thoughts in my mind that I have to try very hard to push away or bury deep. Thoughts that basically try to blaspheme against God or anything in the Bible. As a result I have to form subconscious thoughts in my mind to counteract these. I constantly have to think in my mind stuff like "I love Jesus", "I will always believe in Jesus" "I hate Satan", "Screw you Satan" and stuff like that, because it seems like the opposite of these thoughts will try to come out, and it terrifies me because I don't want to blaspheme the Lord and I'll be damned to hell. One time i think I even had a horrible dream where I was urinating on a picture of the Virgin Mary and the child Jesus. This is not the first time this has happened. Long time ago when I was a child and I first started trying to get close to God and I started trying to read the Bible and have Bible study, I suffered from this. For a long time afterwards, I fell away from God and I didn't have these thoughts anymore most of the time. But just recently after having some spiritual conflict and reawakening and I asked Jesus for salvation, the problem came about again, maybe worse than before. It's worrysome and quite frankly it's almost making me crazy because it's literally like a warfare going on in my mind that I have to constantly fight back. Only time I get any peace is when I'm sleeping or if I'm concentrating really hard on something. I can't imagine these thoughts coming from myself, I would never dare to say or think such things about the Lord, it must be coming from Satan. It's extremely frustrating..

You don't have to think about your life. You can think about the thoughts and promises Jesus has for us in the Bible.

We are the righteousness of God in Christ! No weapon formed against me can prosper! No sickness is allowed in my dwelling in Jesus!

If we don't read and study the Word of Jesus, the Bible, we will suffer for a lack of knowledge.

We can do everything Jesus did and more because He is with the Father. Speak; thoughts for my life leave me in Jesus! Lusts for my life leave me in Jesus!

Try not to put Mary on to high of a pedestal, she needed salvation and she needed Jesus to go to the cross just as you and I did

 

[Muani]

You don't have to think about your life. You can think about the thoughts and promises Jesus has for us in the Bible.

We are the righteousness of God in Christ! No weapon formed against me can prosper! No sickness is allowed in my dwelling in Jesus!

If we don't read and study the Word of Jesus, the Bible, we will suffer for a lack of knowledge.

We can do everything Jesus did and more because He is with the Father. Speak; thoughts for my life leave me in Jesus! Lusts for my life leave me in Jesus!

Try not to put Mary on to high of a pedestal, she needed salvation and she needed Jesus to go to the cross just as you and I did

Amen

 

[Muani]

It sounds like your own assessment is right.Remember the history of why you need salvation,Adam and Eve sold out to Satan in the Garden.And since the whole human race descends from Adam and Eve,that sinful nature is passed on to all of us.And because sin can't inherit Heaven, Jesus {part of the Godhead,Father, Son, and Holy Spirit}was sent as a sacrifice by the Father for our sins. He paid for our sins on the cross,and whoever accepts Him as their Saviour is brought out of Satans family into Gods.That answers your question as to why you would be tormented in spirit. As you say, if you're a new Christian,the devil doesn't want you to advance,so of course when you try to advance yourself in Gods way, he is going to try to put discouraging or contrary thoughts in your head.Remember, also, the devil is called the father of lies,so while you're trying to get deeper into the Word, he will put contrary thoughts in your head, like,"You don't REALLY believe that nonsense, do you?"But, "Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."

Amen

 

[Dr.Lallianzuali Fanai]

Amen

Let the cross of Jesus be known by all creatires

 

[natasha2]

I totaly agree with Stevenbobb and Brother James. I will add to that: bind all thoughts that you recognize that are not pure or are against the word of God. Cast them into the sea and forbidd them to come back. Yes, you are in a spiritual warfare and sometimes you will feel like bombarded and not able to find rest. It is a sign that you must find in your spirit A WORD, A PROMISE that you will catapult as a COUNTREATTACK-MISSIL on the enemy, so that he can be destroyed forever. Ask the Holy spirit to give you that, some call it PRAYER ARROW or PRAYER MISSILE or PRAYER POINT that will destroy devil.s missile/thought.
It is always good to confess your faith as you say I BELIEVE IN JESUS, JESUS IS THE SON OF GOD etc....because it will make stronger your faith and your spirit. The devil will always try to weaken or break your faith with thoughts. He is a lier and this is it. Rebuke him, say the word as counterattack and he will flee from you. You can even say, NOTHING WILL SEPARATE ME FROM THE LOVE OF GOD, so beat it, devil, i am Gods and He is mine, we love eachother, and you are a defeated foe, get lost!
Jesus is the only way, truth and life. So Mary is not the way, the truth and the life. Jesus is the only priest to whom we should pray. He is only who gave His life for us. This is the word. People may fight against it, but then, they fight God.

 

[alijahspal]

I rebuke satan in the name of Jesus. Put on the armor of God. Jesus loves you. May you feel His presence in all you do.