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terry212
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I met the Lord in 1988 and have not been totally walking in his steps....
I am 48 years old with 3 adult children who are totally faithful to the Lord as they were brought up to be.
I have been living with my boyfriend for over 6 years....he is not a believer at all. I still attend church on my own etc.
My boyfriend (Pat) has mentioned he does not want to marry...but this is the Love of My life...I have never felt like I do with him and for him ever before. I love us....and want to grow old together.
Pat has (in my opinion) high insecurity issues with me in the sense that he may feel intimidated by whom I am and my drive etc...However he expresses it in that he has outbursts every so often and breaks up with me.
We had one of those arguments/fights on Saturday evening and he said that this time it was totally over and for me not to talk to him ever again…..and he has not spoken to me since then.
I have Phil 4:6-7 constantly on my mind and lips….and God has helped me and held me through this….
I would like to have a Godly relationship forever with Pat….he is hurting by the way he is perceiving me and my actions…..I do not want him to feel hurt….I want to have him have the Peace of God in him….and take US at face value….
If God wants this relationship for me….God will make the relationship right…..I have been trying on my own strength to hold this relationship in place ….but it’s always GREATER when God does it…..so I really need to let go and let God take over.
My prayer request is:
1. Peace of God in me
2. Allow me to TRUST God enough to let him take the wheel
3. To touch Pat’s heart
4. To have the Holy Spirit speak directly to Pat
5. Have Pat saved for the Lord
This will be SUCH a HUGE miracle….as his beliefs are so much different than mine that we will know absolutely without a shadow of a doubt that it had to be GOD’s doing!
I am 48 years old with 3 adult children who are totally faithful to the Lord as they were brought up to be.
I have been living with my boyfriend for over 6 years....he is not a believer at all. I still attend church on my own etc.
My boyfriend (Pat) has mentioned he does not want to marry...but this is the Love of My life...I have never felt like I do with him and for him ever before. I love us....and want to grow old together.
Pat has (in my opinion) high insecurity issues with me in the sense that he may feel intimidated by whom I am and my drive etc...However he expresses it in that he has outbursts every so often and breaks up with me.
We had one of those arguments/fights on Saturday evening and he said that this time it was totally over and for me not to talk to him ever again…..and he has not spoken to me since then.
I have Phil 4:6-7 constantly on my mind and lips….and God has helped me and held me through this….
I would like to have a Godly relationship forever with Pat….he is hurting by the way he is perceiving me and my actions…..I do not want him to feel hurt….I want to have him have the Peace of God in him….and take US at face value….
If God wants this relationship for me….God will make the relationship right…..I have been trying on my own strength to hold this relationship in place ….but it’s always GREATER when God does it…..so I really need to let go and let God take over.
My prayer request is:
1. Peace of God in me
2. Allow me to TRUST God enough to let him take the wheel
3. To touch Pat’s heart
4. To have the Holy Spirit speak directly to Pat
5. Have Pat saved for the Lord
This will be SUCH a HUGE miracle….as his beliefs are so much different than mine that we will know absolutely without a shadow of a doubt that it had to be GOD’s doing!
