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I am so afraid of dying and to make it worse EVERYDAY I curse the Holy Spirit and I'm tired. I cry but it's no use I continue. I read where God doesn't bring infirmities on us that satan does this. But right now I think God is so angry at me. I want to run and hide from Him because of this BLASPHEMING. I might even have cancer and God will not deliver me because I've gone too far. I'm really scared I know God did not give us a spirit of fear but of power and love and a sound mind. I even read something on OCD and I googled to see if there is anything in scripture on this. There is. I even curse prayers and healing because I continue to say these things and want to know how can I be helped if continue to BLASPHEME. I'm so tired.
