Melina Messer
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rode the bike today I almost gave up on exercising because nothing and I do mean nothing has helped me to lose any weight and I thought it impossible I have prayed to lose or at least to help me to lose this extra weight for my health and for other reasons and It has gone unanswered for years so I gave up on asking and not receiving what I ask for. Prayer I used to think was a waste of time and why pray if its not going to be answered or at least answered in the way I think I should be answered, sometimes I still feel that way and I get discouraged and feel like falling flat on my face and not ever getting up and that's when God will lift me up somehow I made it this far and have lived this long it could be a lot worse I could be dead or could of been dead a long time ago when in the pits of hell I somehow Made it through out of the darkness and back into Gods Hands but still I feel chased and persecuted by those who are Evil and are not Of God. Please pray that eventually I will break whatever curse keeping me overweight and overcome the enemy Satan and His Workers who are set out and bent to destroy me and ruin my life. I haven't had a peaceful life until now somewhat I have some peace but still am fearful at times and think their after me again and up to their evil tricks and deeds it may be that I am paranoid or they actually are rising against me and persecuting me.Why I think this it goes back to my past life when I dabbled in The Occult and opened a doorway or portal of some kind at the time into Hell. Don't ask me how cause that I don't know but somehow I did and Unleashed something evil and Demonic I thought that door was since closed because I haven't seen anything or felt anything Evil since moving away from the place I opened that door at. I need all the prayer I can get to close any portals or doorways into my soul for the Evil one to enter and any doorways at all from Hell to be closed if they are indeed still open. I want my life back from the enemy who is trying their best to control every aspect of my life from my health to everything in between I hate not having much control if any of my own life and my own present and Future.
rode the bike today I almost gave up on exercising because nothing and I do mean nothing has helped me to lose any weight and I thought it impossible I have prayed to lose or at least to help me to lose this extra weight for my health and for other reasons and It has gone unanswered for years so I gave up on asking and not receiving what I ask for. Prayer I used to think was a waste of time and why pray if its not going to be answered or at least answered in the way I think I should be answered, sometimes I still feel that way and I get discouraged and feel like falling flat on my face and not ever getting up and that's when God will lift me up somehow I made it this far and have lived this long it could be a lot worse I could be dead or could of been dead a long time ago when in the pits of hell I somehow Made it through out of the darkness and back into Gods Hands but still I feel chased and persecuted by those who are Evil and are not Of God. Please pray that eventually I will break whatever curse keeping me overweight and overcome the enemy Satan and His Workers who are set out and bent to destroy me and ruin my life. I haven't had a peaceful life until now somewhat I have some peace but still am fearful at times and think their after me again and up to their evil tricks and deeds it may be that I am paranoid or they actually are rising against me and persecuting me.Why I think this it goes back to my past life when I dabbled in The Occult and opened a doorway or portal of some kind at the time into Hell. Don't ask me how cause that I don't know but somehow I did and Unleashed something evil and Demonic I thought that door was since closed because I haven't seen anything or felt anything Evil since moving away from the place I opened that door at. I need all the prayer I can get to close any portals or doorways into my soul for the Evil one to enter and any doorways at all from Hell to be closed if they are indeed still open. I want my life back from the enemy who is trying their best to control every aspect of my life from my health to everything in between I hate not having much control if any of my own life and my own present and Future.