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yolandadelaine
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I made a huge mistake. I left my Shawn and our daughters, Hannah and Jessie. I thought I wanted out of our relationship and in the process I lost our girls to CPS due to my newly diagnosed diabetes. Now, I'm alone and hurting so badly. I didn't know what I had. Did I mess up too badly? I want GOD to help me fix this. Shawn and the girls are living with his parents. I have no family. My family is all passed away and all I had was Shawn and the girls. I didn't have it as bad as I thought I did. Right now I'm in a severely verbally abusive situation and I'm at the end of my rope. I don't know how much more I can take. I feel like giving up everyday. I cry for what I carelessly threw away. Shawn's mom and dad will never allow him to take me back. They've been overheard telling him that when he told them he wanted us to be a family again and get the help we need. I want us to get married legally, not a marriage convenant only, and be a family again. I will never ever leave again. I know God can fix and do anything. Please, Lord, Help me. Fix this mess that I have made. Show me what You want in my life. You know I love my girls and didn't put them in danger on purpose. I would never harm them. My insulin dropped my sugar too low and I didn't pay attention till it was too late. I am sorry Lord for my actions and I repent of everything. Come and change my life and make it right again.
