C
candisantoz
Guest
I feel the need to finally come to god with this burden that has been
weighting on my heart for years. I trust and believe god will fix this
problem and help me through this. I can truly can say that he and I
have been through everything together. All of these things have made
us stronger. He is the only man in my life that I have been with I
feel understand me and loves every bit of my craziness. We have been
through every bit of up and down we can handle. The only problem that
I have with him is he has commitment issues .He seems to be always
confused on what he wants to do with the relationship. I have given
him many chances to walk away for the relationship and he just
doesn't. He was in a relationship before me and the female hurt him
really bad. I just seems like he can't get over the fact that I am not
going to treat him that way. I want to get married and when you say
the word marriage, you literary can see the color leave his face. He
claims he doesn’t see the point of marriage. I don’t want to continue
to live a sin-full life. I want kids and I don’t want them out of
wedlock. I pray that god shows Jonathan the benefits of marriage. I
pray that go rids him of his commitment issues. I have been fighting
so hard to keep our relationship together. I pray every day that god
makes our bond strong. I pray that he shows us the way to marriage. I
pray he shows us, how to continue to be faithful, loving. Caring.
Considerate and lust less. I pray he continues to block temptation of
cheating from both of our heart. I pray he gives both of us the
strength to deal with temptation. I pray that the people that surround
us encourage good instead of bad. I pray that the negative people that
are around us disappear. I pray that god shows Jonathan how to become
a better man and I a better woman.
weighting on my heart for years. I trust and believe god will fix this
problem and help me through this. I can truly can say that he and I
have been through everything together. All of these things have made
us stronger. He is the only man in my life that I have been with I
feel understand me and loves every bit of my craziness. We have been
through every bit of up and down we can handle. The only problem that
I have with him is he has commitment issues .He seems to be always
confused on what he wants to do with the relationship. I have given
him many chances to walk away for the relationship and he just
doesn't. He was in a relationship before me and the female hurt him
really bad. I just seems like he can't get over the fact that I am not
going to treat him that way. I want to get married and when you say
the word marriage, you literary can see the color leave his face. He
claims he doesn’t see the point of marriage. I don’t want to continue
to live a sin-full life. I want kids and I don’t want them out of
wedlock. I pray that god shows Jonathan the benefits of marriage. I
pray that go rids him of his commitment issues. I have been fighting
so hard to keep our relationship together. I pray every day that god
makes our bond strong. I pray that he shows us the way to marriage. I
pray he shows us, how to continue to be faithful, loving. Caring.
Considerate and lust less. I pray he continues to block temptation of
cheating from both of our heart. I pray he gives both of us the
strength to deal with temptation. I pray that the people that surround
us encourage good instead of bad. I pray that the negative people that
are around us disappear. I pray that god shows Jonathan how to become
a better man and I a better woman.
