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Greetings,
My name is Joseph. There is this girl that I absolutely adore, and her name is Kasandra. I really need her. We went on a date after she told me she broke up. And then we were hanging out a lot and I thought I was at the start of a relationship. Not much longer she was back with her boyfriend. I have severe social anxiety and thought I was too awkward. I asked her out again and told her more of my feelings. She said that she "liked what we had". I thought she just wanted to be friends. One day I was texting her and she said that she loves me, and thought I was amazing, but didn't want to be in a relationship because she had a cheating problem. Please pray that God saves her from these sins, and brings her back to me. I know we need each other. We both had bad childhoods. Her father died when she was 7, her mother was an alcoholic who left her with her sister who she doesn't get a long with. She lived a 15 minute walk away from me, but she moved. And I miss her a lot. She said she'd come and visit, but I miss her. Her "father figure" introduced her to punk, her father taught her to steal, and she hangs around people she complains about, and she complains about her boyfriend and left him once. Pray she stops bringing pain on herself. She sins, but I know Jesus can save her. Jesus saved an adulteress from being stoned. I'm not perfect either. Please pray that I gain wisdom and knowledge through the Holy Spirit and the bible, so that I may please him well enough with my thoughts, words, and actions; and that I will be able to help Kas to change, and persuade her to change with my own changes. I sin too. I watched porn, and then stopped for a good while. Then I crashed my car, Kas started to go back to her boyfriend, and all I felt like doing is watching porn again and smoking weed. I was arrested for it recently, just for a pipe. I'm trying to change though, and I'm showing my faith to the lord. I fasted twice within the past 2 months, I threw away dreamcatchers (my favorite decoration) after learning about their pagan and magic origins, I have flushed weed down the toilet, I am trying to get away from porn again, I started reading the bible more, I have been praying more, I held one promise to God of confessing my belief to Kas and even gave her a few verses to read, but I said she didn't have to read them 'cos I don't want her to think I'm trying to force her to do things. I want her to change at her own will, and I want to be a good influence. I've been trying to go back to church. I really need Kas. I had no friends growing up. I doubted my parents 'cos nothing has ever gotten better when they said it would. I'm 19, and still have doubts sometimes, but I'm trying to become more optimistic. I met Kas last year in school. I was doodling the first day I met her, and she asked me to draw Frankenstein. She thought it was cute so that night I drew her an actual drawing of frankenstein. She got excited, and no one has ever got that excited over anything I did. She picked my reclusive butt off the ground and tuned my life around. She made me happy. I want to be there for her, I love her and long to be with her. I tried to let go, but I need Jesus to save her. I want to make art with her. I always want to be with her. Please pray that I please God well enough for him to gift me with Kasandra Giomporcaro as a girlfriend, onto her being my wife, and on to her being in heaven with me. I care for her. And I know I have to become more responsible, because with a relationship comes responsibility. I don't have many friends, and I am lonely, but I don't need her just because I am lonely. I need her because I know we would get along. We already get along. I'd be a much better influence than her punk boyfriend. She tell me that guy are ***holes then say that I'm a great friend, but she puts herself through the pain of still going for those said ***holes. She said her boyfriend threw her clothes outside when he found out she smoked. I would never get mad at her for anything. I want to show her unconditional love. My love for her is more true than the truth that circles are round. I know she can change, because I've felt the power of prayer and have already seen changes. She told me she was into lesbians, so I admitted that I've watched gay porn and told her that it feels like lust to me, and she ended up saying something along the lines of "girls are b***hes." She told me she was going to give up art, and then I prayed she wouldn't and a few days later she said she wasn't. And one day I prated for God to let me speak my heart again to her and that the day would go well. She said she wants to move with me, please let that be true. I really love Kas. I ask God to keep her safe, and away from sex. And I want to stop sinning so that God will help me with her. I love her so much, and would do anything for her. I'd give up anything. I know that no other girl would please me. Kas has the kind of insanity that makes her unique and makes the world go round. She's funny, cute, and silly. I think about her a lot, but that doesn't mean that she's taking my mind away from God. Since I've met her I been calling for God more and more each day and reading the bible more and praying more. We share interests and feelings. I want to be there for her. Since she moved I haven't heard from her much and it's really bringing me down. And when I talk to her on -banned site- it seems like she logs off. And she hasn't been texting me much. I really miss hearing from her. She makes life feel worth living. I'm trying to punch through this social anxiety like a jackhammer. Pray that I can really prove myself to her. I know I've touched her heart. I drew a picture of her and I once sitting on a tree in the woods. She had asked me to draw it. When I showed it to her, she said it made her want to cry. I treat her right. I treat her better than any person would. Pray that she misses me as much as I miss her, and that she needs me as much as I need her. I want to fantasize with her, and let our imaginations dance together. I want to take her places and make her laugh and smile. And if she cries, I'll cry with her. And if she cries, it would not be my fault 'cos the only tears I'd let her cry are tears of laughter, joy, and happiness. Please pray for our hearts to unite, and for our love to strengthen for each other. I trust in you, Jesus, my Lord and Savior.
My name is Joseph. There is this girl that I absolutely adore, and her name is Kasandra. I really need her. We went on a date after she told me she broke up. And then we were hanging out a lot and I thought I was at the start of a relationship. Not much longer she was back with her boyfriend. I have severe social anxiety and thought I was too awkward. I asked her out again and told her more of my feelings. She said that she "liked what we had". I thought she just wanted to be friends. One day I was texting her and she said that she loves me, and thought I was amazing, but didn't want to be in a relationship because she had a cheating problem. Please pray that God saves her from these sins, and brings her back to me. I know we need each other. We both had bad childhoods. Her father died when she was 7, her mother was an alcoholic who left her with her sister who she doesn't get a long with. She lived a 15 minute walk away from me, but she moved. And I miss her a lot. She said she'd come and visit, but I miss her. Her "father figure" introduced her to punk, her father taught her to steal, and she hangs around people she complains about, and she complains about her boyfriend and left him once. Pray she stops bringing pain on herself. She sins, but I know Jesus can save her. Jesus saved an adulteress from being stoned. I'm not perfect either. Please pray that I gain wisdom and knowledge through the Holy Spirit and the bible, so that I may please him well enough with my thoughts, words, and actions; and that I will be able to help Kas to change, and persuade her to change with my own changes. I sin too. I watched porn, and then stopped for a good while. Then I crashed my car, Kas started to go back to her boyfriend, and all I felt like doing is watching porn again and smoking weed. I was arrested for it recently, just for a pipe. I'm trying to change though, and I'm showing my faith to the lord. I fasted twice within the past 2 months, I threw away dreamcatchers (my favorite decoration) after learning about their pagan and magic origins, I have flushed weed down the toilet, I am trying to get away from porn again, I started reading the bible more, I have been praying more, I held one promise to God of confessing my belief to Kas and even gave her a few verses to read, but I said she didn't have to read them 'cos I don't want her to think I'm trying to force her to do things. I want her to change at her own will, and I want to be a good influence. I've been trying to go back to church. I really need Kas. I had no friends growing up. I doubted my parents 'cos nothing has ever gotten better when they said it would. I'm 19, and still have doubts sometimes, but I'm trying to become more optimistic. I met Kas last year in school. I was doodling the first day I met her, and she asked me to draw Frankenstein. She thought it was cute so that night I drew her an actual drawing of frankenstein. She got excited, and no one has ever got that excited over anything I did. She picked my reclusive butt off the ground and tuned my life around. She made me happy. I want to be there for her, I love her and long to be with her. I tried to let go, but I need Jesus to save her. I want to make art with her. I always want to be with her. Please pray that I please God well enough for him to gift me with Kasandra Giomporcaro as a girlfriend, onto her being my wife, and on to her being in heaven with me. I care for her. And I know I have to become more responsible, because with a relationship comes responsibility. I don't have many friends, and I am lonely, but I don't need her just because I am lonely. I need her because I know we would get along. We already get along. I'd be a much better influence than her punk boyfriend. She tell me that guy are ***holes then say that I'm a great friend, but she puts herself through the pain of still going for those said ***holes. She said her boyfriend threw her clothes outside when he found out she smoked. I would never get mad at her for anything. I want to show her unconditional love. My love for her is more true than the truth that circles are round. I know she can change, because I've felt the power of prayer and have already seen changes. She told me she was into lesbians, so I admitted that I've watched gay porn and told her that it feels like lust to me, and she ended up saying something along the lines of "girls are b***hes." She told me she was going to give up art, and then I prayed she wouldn't and a few days later she said she wasn't. And one day I prated for God to let me speak my heart again to her and that the day would go well. She said she wants to move with me, please let that be true. I really love Kas. I ask God to keep her safe, and away from sex. And I want to stop sinning so that God will help me with her. I love her so much, and would do anything for her. I'd give up anything. I know that no other girl would please me. Kas has the kind of insanity that makes her unique and makes the world go round. She's funny, cute, and silly. I think about her a lot, but that doesn't mean that she's taking my mind away from God. Since I've met her I been calling for God more and more each day and reading the bible more and praying more. We share interests and feelings. I want to be there for her. Since she moved I haven't heard from her much and it's really bringing me down. And when I talk to her on -banned site- it seems like she logs off. And she hasn't been texting me much. I really miss hearing from her. She makes life feel worth living. I'm trying to punch through this social anxiety like a jackhammer. Pray that I can really prove myself to her. I know I've touched her heart. I drew a picture of her and I once sitting on a tree in the woods. She had asked me to draw it. When I showed it to her, she said it made her want to cry. I treat her right. I treat her better than any person would. Pray that she misses me as much as I miss her, and that she needs me as much as I need her. I want to fantasize with her, and let our imaginations dance together. I want to take her places and make her laugh and smile. And if she cries, I'll cry with her. And if she cries, it would not be my fault 'cos the only tears I'd let her cry are tears of laughter, joy, and happiness. Please pray for our hearts to unite, and for our love to strengthen for each other. I trust in you, Jesus, my Lord and Savior.
