seekingpeacenhappiness
Humble Servant of All
My Holy Father, release the uncertainty I feel inside, you gave me the strength to get up and walk out and for that I am greatful.I am not questioning wether what I did was right, but I ask you why is it that now that I got up and got the stregth to walk away does he make it seem as he wants to change and realizes he took me for granted. It is so hard to trust when I have heard so many apolgies and unkept promises, did I really make it that easy for him to get so complaisant in our relationship that he forgot my worth. Are his intensions good dear god, is he being genuine, has he hit rock bottom and is making every effort to show it. If his motives are sincere god may he be successful and grow as a person and be that person that can be loved not only by the one he is seeking love from but also those who will be around their every day lives. My dearest god this was the man I had prepaired to be with till deathe due us part, but if this was not your will for me then let me be strong and not be emotionally affected by his communications, if he is not being sincere then make it so there is nothing but certainty in my head and my heart to close my eyes and move on. But if he is, then let there be peace and harmony in each one of our homes, until there is an abundance of love, respect, honesty, loyalty, and commucations among everyone that would bond to create a family union. A home filled with loving memories and only those challenges that will make each individual grow as a person and get them closer to being a successful young adult.
If this union does not happen between us then let us both find this happiness with no feelings of jealousy and recentment towards one another. May it be as true and genuine as I mentioned above.
I love you dear lord and thank you for all my blessings and accomplishments.
What ever is your will father may we both be blessed and accept it as your will...I plee the blood of jesus over our bodies AMEN!!
If this union does not happen between us then let us both find this happiness with no feelings of jealousy and recentment towards one another. May it be as true and genuine as I mentioned above.
I love you dear lord and thank you for all my blessings and accomplishments.
What ever is your will father may we both be blessed and accept it as your will...I plee the blood of jesus over our bodies AMEN!!
