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squeely
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I have been in a good relationship with my lovely boyfriend for almost 10 years, but lately he hasn't spent as much time with me although we talk every day and always tell each other of our love for each other. When we are together, things are good, but I feel rejected lonely and empty inside. I long for the good old days to return. I am concerned that our relationship has never moved to a further stage of commitment and our future is never mentioned. ( I am too afraid to bring up the subject) I don't know if this is God taking G out of my life - that he is not for me, of if this is the devil trying to steal all that is rightfully ours. I am finding it hard to hear from God. I ask for His will in my life and if G is not for me that he would tell me himself, but he continues to be very much a part of my life. Also I ask that if G is not for me, that God will take away the desire I have for him, but I continue to love him more and more and long to be with him. I am so confused about all this and just long for a companion in my life, and long for it to be G. If this relationship is to be I pray that this situation would be dramatically and wonderfully improved. I feel so down.
