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heidrance
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I am really kind of freaking out -- I'm afraid I have Lyme Disease, and my doctor's appointment isn't until tomorrow.
Normally when I freak out about stuff, I call one of my friends or family members, but they're all unavailable at present.
And I'm kind of disinclined to trouble my mom with worry since she's about to go to Alaska on a missions trip.
I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'm really sick.
I'm afraid the doctor will yell at me for not getting it checked sooner.
I'm afraid he'll tell me to stop doing my second job - one that I love.
I'm afraid that I'll go broke paying for more medical crap - I'm already on 3 medications and have to get bloodwork every 3 months.
I don't even have time to just relax and come to terms with it to keep from worrying -- both jobs are crazy right now.
I'm just about getting by with praying as I work, and praying as I drive from job to job, and praying any little moment I can do so.
So I'm asking for y'all to beef up my prayers a little with your own....
Thanks!
Normally when I freak out about stuff, I call one of my friends or family members, but they're all unavailable at present.
And I'm kind of disinclined to trouble my mom with worry since she's about to go to Alaska on a missions trip.
I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'm really sick.
I'm afraid the doctor will yell at me for not getting it checked sooner.
I'm afraid he'll tell me to stop doing my second job - one that I love.
I'm afraid that I'll go broke paying for more medical crap - I'm already on 3 medications and have to get bloodwork every 3 months.
I don't even have time to just relax and come to terms with it to keep from worrying -- both jobs are crazy right now.
I'm just about getting by with praying as I work, and praying as I drive from job to job, and praying any little moment I can do so.
So I'm asking for y'all to beef up my prayers a little with your own....
Thanks!
