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Brenda222
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Just want to thank and praise the Lord for all that he has done for me. He gave me an apartment and a place to stay for me and this child. I come in prayer because again I hope to have enough for my rent coming up on the 1st of the month. I strongly ask the Lord again to bless me with employment. I applied for a job and no one has called me yet. I am just so tired of wondering each month if I will have my rent so I dont get put out again with my child. Each month the Lord gets me thru it. I thank and praise the Lord for the putdowns and insults and riticle from the people who are supposed to be my friends who turned their backs on me, try to lecture to me on how to live my life when they are committing adultry and those that find it in their hearts to tell me what is so wrong with me as a person and stop speaking to me, who those who are supposed to be in the word and wont even say praise with me because they dont want to hear the word from me, they want to only try to teach me and I am following what the Lord says, not them. Lord I have no transportation, no bus fare and must walk. I thank and praise the Lord for showing me all this and for being there for me to talk to when even my phone will not ring from anyone to even say hello because I have lost everything and went down. I thank and praise the Lord for giving me silence from those that I know who wont even speak to say hello when they see me. I thank and praise the Lord for those who know I have no transportation and who look at me walking those 5 miles and wont even offer me a ride. I thank and praise the Lord for letting me see all this and letting me be able to just speak and talk to him because I have no one else to talk to because everyone has alianated me. So I thank and praise the Lord for being their for me to talk to because I am alone everyday and the phone wont even ring. I thank and praise the Lord because I know he has something in store for me and he is the only one and my children and a few relatives who have not turned their backs on me. I thank him for my apartment with a roof over my head that no one will even visit me in or step foot in. I thank and praise him for my employment he will give me, my rent he will provide me with. I thank and praise him because I dont know if it was right but I took the only $2 I had and bought a lottery ticket and hope that I would be a winner so I can help the kids get a car and get me a car so I dont have to walk 5 miles one way and 5 miles back to get anywhere because I cannot afford to ride the bus. So I thank the Lord for this site that I have people who care and will pray for me and my child since we are running out of food this month. Lord you said that the vengence is mine and I turn the other cheek like you ask when Im insulted and riticled and made fun of. I turn the other cheek Lord. Even when it hurts I dont do anything about what anyone does to me or how rude they are to me. Lord I just start praying and dont complain or speak back to those that hurt and abuse me verbally because I have lost everything and have no one to turn to but you. Lord I am turning the other cheek and just keep praying and asking you to give me forgiveness to those that hurt me so much and wont even speak to me unless they have a complaint about me to say to me. Lord I am really trying to live my lfe right and have found people want to just use and hurt me so much. So Lord I just ask for a financial blessing from you. I am sorry I did not have the money to eat with a friend who used me and did not offer me $1 burger while her and her child ate and spent money in front of me and never offered me anything to eat or drink. Thank you Jesus.
