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I pray my mother will be able to be herself again. Just as I pray my brother will be able to be himself again. I pray I will be able to be myself again. Thing's that have happened in the past with my step family, my step sister had told me, we have been doing some of the thing's they have done, and I pray we have the choice to walk away from their life and thing's they have told us. I pray to replace what they have told us and want for us to do, I pray we don't have to do what she has told me, I pray she and my step family lives the life they made for themselves.I pray we can live the life God gave for us. I pray all of what my step sister has told me will be erased from my memeory, my brothers', my family. My step sister has tried to turn my brother against me. I have prayed all of her hate she has for me will be turned into love. I pray my step sister will stop trying to turn my family against me because God is apparently on my side because my family still loves me, they call me, they are friend's with me, and we visit each other when we can. My step sister does drug's and want's for everyone to feel sorry for her and she's addicted to pain pill's. She has money for her dope but when it comes to her children, she want's for everyone to take care of them. When I lived with her, she slept all day and wanted me to take care of her children and then got mad because I was teaching them, and they wanted for me to be their moma, because I showed them love and affection. And she has tried to turn her children against me, they know better, they know I was their for them then, now and in the future. Just as my children know I'm here for them then, now and in the future. Even though I don't like my step sister, she came to me 6 year's ago and was begging me for money because her and her boyfriend didn't have money to buy her children Easter. I told her, no, I wouldn't give her money, but I would buy her children Easter, but as soon as she got a job she had to pay me back because it was my children's child support money. she has had a job for 6 year's now and I call her and I ask her to pay my children back, and what they lost that day, and she say's, I don't have it, she's lieing. She doesn't want to give me back what she borrowed and even God and Jesus know's this. I pray me, my children get's back what we lost that day. I pray I want never mention her. I'd like to pray for me and my family and all we have lost, that God will restore, and get our bodies, health, and all else that matter's on track. In Jesus' name. Amen.
