marizda
Beloved Servant
Lord,
Pls fill my heart with joy and happiness and HOPE. Lord I feel so empty. Pls. fill me with your Holy Spirit. I dont know what to do. I keep on praying and yet nothing is happening. You're showing me things that make me happy but then what are those for? I'm sorry I am doubting you. And that I'm putting deadlines. Your timing is always perfect. And I am sorry I am being impatient. Lord I know you will deliver. Just pls give me more patience. Give me more HOPE. Fill my heart with HOPE. I am so sad and desperate. You know that I am praying for healing and restoration of my relationship with Martin and that you'd give us a fresh new start. I don't know if I'll still proceed to visit him in August or just wait. I am so afraid of losing him and now you took him away from me. Lord I am asking you for another chance for me to love Martin and be loved by him again. Lord I'm asking for the gift of marriage and a happy family with 4 children. I pray that you make me the wife you want me to be for Martin and for Martin the husband you want him to be for me. I would like to spend the rest of my life with Martin and I pray that it is also your will for me. We are so broken which makes this prayer impossible. But knowing that you are Lord makes me change my heart and be hopeful again that you will hear and grant my prayers for nothing is impossible to you if we just believe. Lord please keep testing my faith if that will turn me into a better person. The one who you want to serve you. Lord I pray that you continue to fill us with your Holy Spirit. I pray that you fill our hearts with so much love for each other. Pls keep us in each other's heart and mind. Never leave our side and pls always guide us. I pray that you lead and guide us back in each other's heart. Lord fill my heart with HOPE for I am so desperate now. These I ask in Jesus' name. Amen.
Pls fill my heart with joy and happiness and HOPE. Lord I feel so empty. Pls. fill me with your Holy Spirit. I dont know what to do. I keep on praying and yet nothing is happening. You're showing me things that make me happy but then what are those for? I'm sorry I am doubting you. And that I'm putting deadlines. Your timing is always perfect. And I am sorry I am being impatient. Lord I know you will deliver. Just pls give me more patience. Give me more HOPE. Fill my heart with HOPE. I am so sad and desperate. You know that I am praying for healing and restoration of my relationship with Martin and that you'd give us a fresh new start. I don't know if I'll still proceed to visit him in August or just wait. I am so afraid of losing him and now you took him away from me. Lord I am asking you for another chance for me to love Martin and be loved by him again. Lord I'm asking for the gift of marriage and a happy family with 4 children. I pray that you make me the wife you want me to be for Martin and for Martin the husband you want him to be for me. I would like to spend the rest of my life with Martin and I pray that it is also your will for me. We are so broken which makes this prayer impossible. But knowing that you are Lord makes me change my heart and be hopeful again that you will hear and grant my prayers for nothing is impossible to you if we just believe. Lord please keep testing my faith if that will turn me into a better person. The one who you want to serve you. Lord I pray that you continue to fill us with your Holy Spirit. I pray that you fill our hearts with so much love for each other. Pls keep us in each other's heart and mind. Never leave our side and pls always guide us. I pray that you lead and guide us back in each other's heart. Lord fill my heart with HOPE for I am so desperate now. These I ask in Jesus' name. Amen.