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Brenda222
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I thank and praise the Lord that I have work. I am just not making any money. The company lied so much about everything. I go there because I do need work. I travel so far, make no money, and the job is so so draining. I am so tired on the weekend that I stay in bed all day because I dont have the energy to get up after being drained. This job is just a job to me. Don't get me wrong. I thank and praise the Lord that I do have work. I am just so tired and still don't know how I will make ends meet because of the salary. The car I drive is not good for going this far. I am so tired and failing school. I am praying and asking the Lord for a job that is closer so I can be with my child more. I needed work but am just so unhappy here. I am thankful but why am I going thru this. I had the perfect job with perfect income and perfect hours and due to the depression and all that I was going thru from my breakup I changed jobs. Pray that the Lord does not continue to punish me. I am still praying that my old job will call me back. Im sorry I cannot get over my mistake. I am so tired from the long drive and the hours at this job. Its like a sweatshop in there. I want my depression to stop so I can take care of my child correctly. We are to move to a bigger place and I pray that the money will come so I can do this. This job lied so much about the money I can make and it's not possible. I just want one job like my other one, good location, good hours, doing what I like to do, and good salary and benefits. I am working yet still depressed and dont like being there, but I go so I can pay bills.
I pray for this girl. The girl did me so wrong. She was one of the people who wronged me and talked me into changing jobs when I was suicidal and depressed from my breakup. When I lost everything she wouldnt even speak to me. I was homeless and she never called to see how I was. She couldnt care that I was sleeping in the car and refused to speak to me. I let her get her utilities turned on in my name, even though I couldnt afford to pay the ones at my apartment, and all her and her kids dad did was run up the bill, not pay it and put the bill as a bad mark on my credit, she told everyone that I should pay her utilities because I owed her money, even though she has stayed in the past in my home for free. This woman has hurt me so much because of refusing to speak or even staying in touch. I found out that she is pregant again by this guy, he left her, she has lost her job, has no transportation, I am not trying to be friends or even associate with her. I try to keep the negativity out of my life and each time I have let her in it has been disatrous and negative to me and I have lost everything. I pray to keep her away from my life but ask for prayer that she will get thru this and learn to know the Lord.
I pray for this girl. The girl did me so wrong. She was one of the people who wronged me and talked me into changing jobs when I was suicidal and depressed from my breakup. When I lost everything she wouldnt even speak to me. I was homeless and she never called to see how I was. She couldnt care that I was sleeping in the car and refused to speak to me. I let her get her utilities turned on in my name, even though I couldnt afford to pay the ones at my apartment, and all her and her kids dad did was run up the bill, not pay it and put the bill as a bad mark on my credit, she told everyone that I should pay her utilities because I owed her money, even though she has stayed in the past in my home for free. This woman has hurt me so much because of refusing to speak or even staying in touch. I found out that she is pregant again by this guy, he left her, she has lost her job, has no transportation, I am not trying to be friends or even associate with her. I try to keep the negativity out of my life and each time I have let her in it has been disatrous and negative to me and I have lost everything. I pray to keep her away from my life but ask for prayer that she will get thru this and learn to know the Lord.
