Prayers.

[hiloveimhaley]

Finding myself was hard, but finding my way to god is an even bigger challenge. Dealing with everyday challenges, drama at home and at school, dealing with friends and family being mad at you and thinking your a bad person. What they don't know is who i was is in the past. I'm not proud of who i was,and certainly i'm not proud of what i did. I know god forgives me and i'm slowly being taken back into his loving arms. The past couple of months have been so hard but i'm slowly coming back to god thanks to my many friends in Christ. I am beyond blessed to have people in my life who care enough to listen to what i have to say and understand where i'm coming from. Having a dad that doesn't go to church is one of the hardest parts because then i never go and it gets to be an ongoing process. My church groups ended in May so i stopped goin to church and started to drift from god. This is a perfect example of self control and the devil. you are no longer going to your fathers house, hearing his word, digging deeper in faith. The devil eats away at you piece by piece tell you no longer know what to do. This was me, my best friend from many prayers ago is no longer talking to me. I miss him so much but obviously god is keeping him from me once again. Which is fine just hard to get used to.

God, I don't know what you want from me. I love you i really do help me to become more like you stop my evil sinful ways and put me on the right path. Get in my head and tell me to read your word everyday. Tell me to pray for things that i see that make me sad. Bug me to be more like you. Make me fall to my knees and cry at night for what i have done show me its not okay. Help me to be pure and guide others to be pure too. Forgive me for all my sins. But most of all show me how much you love me. How much you care and how much you respect me as i don't respect myself. Let me sing your praises without having the devil pull me away. Break my chain from him lord i want you. All I WANT is YOU!I want to see you work in my life lord. I dont want to live day to day i want to be a change in this world. I want my whole heart to belong to you and only you. I want to fear you. Your my father tell me to obey you. I need discipline in this life to follow you lord. Forgive me for what i have done lord im sorry my heart hurts it breaks for you lord. Like that song "heal my heart and make it clean. open up my eyes to the things unseen, show me how to love like YOU have loved ME." "break my heart for what breaks yours, everything i am for your kingdoms cause.... as i walk from earth into eternity." Lord i cry out to you today. I miss my friend so much and i don't know where he is or what hes doing but please lord i pray he knows how much i care about him. I know he has a girlfriend and i truly pray that they are blessed. Please god show him that you are the way the truth and the light i have never talked to him about faith but he needs it at this time for he is a snake in the grass with his gf. It sickens me to know how many people he has hurt. I love him truly love him as a friend he is the most amazing person i have ever met so nice and so genuine and caring. God heal him from his decisions. God i pray that you hold me tight in your arms and never let go. i rebuke the devil that has been inside me. Lord keep away the friends that mean nothing but harm i don't need them anymore. Stop me from being stupid in my teen years. I want to be more like you more then anything. I love you and that wont ever change all i want is you. all i want is you.... amen

 

[4ever hope]

Father,

I lift this young woman up to You in prayer. She is seeking You, Lord, in a big way and is trying to walk a path that leads to having Your will for her life front and center. You know it's not easy, Father. You know how hard this world is and the many different paths that a young person can find themselves on without the proper guidance and support. I pray that You send saints on earth to guide and protect this young soul. Bring more positives influences into her life....Work in her life in a big way so that she feels You with her always in Spirit and in Faith. Let her find comfort in the fact that she is a child of God. I thank You Father for all that You are doing in her life today and for all that You will do for her in the future. AMEN

 

[pat palter]

I am a true believer or christian and you truly touched my heart. God does love you and has forgiven you of all your sins (if you have confessed them all and asked god into your heart). Don't be so hard on yourself because WE have all sinned. There is no sin that out ways the other, a sin is a sin and all is forgiven. I rebuke the devil because he is a liar and loves to destroy your life in any way he can and that includes evil friends that can encourage you to follow them or even do things that are not pleasing to god. Pray and have a relationship with God because he truly listens. God know's best and takes care of matters in his own time and way. It's ruff being a teen and It's even harder to be your own self without following the crowd no matter how corrupt they can be. You are on the right track when you follow Jesus and whats even better is your well aware of whats right and wrong and your focused on making a change for the better. God has taken me through a lot in my life and I honestly can say if it wasn't for my belief in him I never would have made it. I feel that your still troubled by what ever you have done in the past and my advise to you is to fall to your knees and cry out to God. God hears you and even knows what you are going to ask before you ask him. Its faith and trust in him that he seeks. Like Job know matter how much turmoil he was sent Job never lost his faith in God. I have prayed for you and your friend. God Bless

 

[Shay]

Be brave! The Lord walks with you!