I have talked to my husband, he has blamed me for him losing custody of his first set of children. He told me last night, I stole him away from his children. I'm so tired of him telling me I am so lame, I don't talk good like his ex wife, I'm not good like his ex wife, the truth is, if his ex wife is so good, why isn't he still with her, she cheated on him, and I heard he treated her mean too, and the truth is God made me how I am, he tells me I'm not good enough in bed, he calls me bad names, and here I am I believe in God, I believe Jesus is God's son, I tell the truth, I am kind, I make a stand, I believe their is good in all people, and I'm tired and I'm starting to believe Carl has no good in him for me, and I ask why, all I did was pray for good things for him and his family as I pray for me and my family. and those I don't know God, That hurt me last night when he told me I stole his children away from him and the truth is Carl lost his children because his truck broke down on side of the road and he pushed his truck in someone's ditch, and opened a beer, and an officer rode by and gave him a ticket, and he didn't pay it and went to jail, and his parents got custody of his children, and I didn't know him at the time, but I prayed for all as I always pray for all and God provides for all of everyone's needs. And he told me last night, it's my fault his children got taking away from him and I stole his children from him, I don't have his children. The truth is, his first set of children are in my husband, and my husband and they are so mean to me and my children, and I'm so tired of it, and me and my children have no purpose in his or their life anymore, is how I see it. I didn't steal them from their daddy and as far as I care, he can be with them, as long as he leaves me and my children alone. Carl's mother told me his children wasn't allowed around me none, but the next day, she decides to drop Carl's children off at my home, so I told Carl and his children since I'm not allowed to be around them, they weren't welcome over no more. I'm so tired of talking about children who hate me, and wish yo see bad things happen to me, as to my husband he has a hate in his eyes, his heart for me, that no love can change that and I don't know why, and I'm tired. God, If I had some where for me and my children to go, I would go buy I have no where to go and I'm tired of how he treats me, Im tired of being abused. You see, God, I like to pray good things for people so maybe I will have some good in my life, so when I'm around him, I can ignore the hate he has for me. I'm so tired of thinking of them when I have children on my own I need to worry about, and care for, love and teach, spend time with, teach and love them and all good things I can think of, even discipline them when needed and explain to them why I did it. God, In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen
