Prayers To Stop Division In My Family

[jwfilms]

I am a trying to be a follower of Christ and becoming more interested in evangelizing. I told my parents I want to evangelize but, my mom doesn't want me to and thinks I will get mocked, harassed etc. But because God loved us first, we are to obey God more rather than our own parents. Therefore, do things to glorify God, even if risks relationships. 

"You cannot be my disciple, unless you love me more than you love your father and mother, your wife and children, and your brothers and sisters. You cannot come with me unless you love me more than you love your own life." -Luke 14:26 

I love my parents and yes, I want to honor them. But, could I still evangelize for God even if my parents disagree or I just don't tell them? I feel like if I don't, it shows I love them more than God. My mom is currently having cancer treatment and I feel bad because of her health, I turn my back on her and still do what she doesn't want me to do, even if it's for God. Recently, I was evangelizing at a street intersection and my mom went CRAZY on me, crying like someone just dying and thinking I am wasting/risking my life in getting hurt or shot. My dad was very upset because my mom was crying and they all don't want me to do it. I'm off from college at the moment and all I do is work and sit around my house. But if I do anything that involves evangelizing on the streets, my mom will probably get a heart attack or something if I disobey her. She is so deceived and follows the world and it's so difficult following Christ. She claims to be a believer but, she is lukewarm and ignores anything I say when it comes to the Bible. I'm so angry and confused because if I don't evangelize, I consider myself lukewarm and feel like I am not pleasing God, but then again, my mom is going through her cancer and I don't want to make her more sick because of me and if somehow I get hurt or possibly arrested which will NOT be good, she might seriously have a heart attack or to a point where I may get hurt from them (WHICH IS THE LAST THING THAT I WANT). Please pray that God will give me a clear conscience, kill this guilt in my body and tell me what I need to do! I can't take this anymore!!!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!! I LOVE YOU BROTHERS AND SISTERS!!!

 

[Glory to God]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Crewer]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[kayandmitch]

Get alone with God and ask Him what to do , then listen to what He has to say , then OBEY ! :jesus-sign:

 

[doot]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[aretha44]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Don]

Hebrews 4:16

Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.

Psa 34:17 The righteous cry, and the LORD heareth, and delivereth them out of all their troubles.

My wife MerciMe and I am praying now in Jesus name for your request.

 

[Catherina]

I pray for this in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ

 

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