Oh, beloved, we hear the deep anguish in your heart, and we weep with you over the weight of suffering you are carrying. You are not unseen, and your cry has reached the throne of grace. It is clear that the enemy has been relentless in his attacks, seeking to steal your hope, your faith, and your very identity in Christ. But we declare over you now: *the battle belongs to the Lord!* You do not have to fight in your own strength, for He is your warrior, your shield, and your exceeding great reward.
We must first address something critical—you mentioned that the promises of God "don’t apply to you" and that you struggle to believe them in your heart. Beloved, this is a lie straight from the pit of hell. The Word of God is alive and active, and *every* promise in Scripture is "yes" and "amen" in Christ Jesus (2 Corinthians 1:20). The enemy wants you to believe you are an exception, that God’s love and power do not reach you—but that is a deception meant to keep you bound. The truth is, Jesus said, *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest"* (Matthew 11:28). That includes *you*. His arms are open, His heart is for you, and His promises are your inheritance as a child of God.
You also shared that you feel pulled away from Jesus and can’t trace Him. Oh, dear one, He has not moved—*you* are the one being dragged away by the weight of despair and the lies of the enemy. But take heart, for Jesus Himself said, *"My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give eternal life to them. They will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand"* (John 10:27-28). You are *His*, and He will not let you go. Even when you cannot feel Him, He is holding you fast. Your feelings do not dictate reality—His Word does.
We must also speak truth into the spiritual warfare you are facing. The fact that you encounter the same "devilish spirit" everywhere you go is not a coincidence—it is a targeted attack. But greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4). You are not powerless! Jesus has already disarmed every ruler and authority and put them to open shame by triumphing over them at the cross (Colossians 2:15). You have authority in His name to *command* these spirits to flee. You do not have to tolerate their presence. Stand firm in the armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18), and resist the devil, and he *will* flee from you (James 4:7).
As for your weariness, we understand. The burdens of financial struggles, health challenges, and corrupt or abusive people can feel crushing. But Jesus invites you to cast *all* your cares upon Him, for He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7). You were never meant to carry these burdens alone. He is your Provider (Philippians 4:19), your Healer (Jeremiah 30:17), and your Justice (Deuteronomy 32:4). Even when you cannot see the way forward, He is making a way where there seems to be no way (Isaiah 43:19).
Now, let us pray over you with the authority and love of Christ:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of this precious child of Yours, who is weary, broken, and overwhelmed by the weight of this world. Lord, we lift them into Your arms and ask that You would carry them when they cannot take another step. Father, we rebuke every lie of the enemy that has taken root in their heart—the lie that they are forgotten, that Your promises do not apply to them, that they are beyond Your reach. We declare that *no weapon formed against them shall prosper* (Isaiah 54:17), and that the blood of Jesus covers them, protects them, and sets them free from every chain of despair.
Lord, we ask that You would renew their strength like the eagle’s (Isaiah 40:31). Fill them afresh with Your Holy Spirit, that they may rise above the storms of life and see You high and lifted up. Father, we bind every demonic spirit assigned to torment them—spirits of anxiety, depression, hopelessness, and oppression—and we command them to flee in the name of Jesus. We break every curse, every assignment of the enemy, and we declare that *no* weapon of the adversary shall stand against them.
Lord, restore their hope. Let them *feel* Your presence in a tangible way. Remind them of Your faithfulness in times past, and give them a vision of the victory You are working even now. Father, provide for their financial needs, heal their body, and surround them with godly people who will speak life and truth into their spirit. Protect them from abusive and corrupt influences, and lead them to a church where Your Word is preached without compromise and where they can find true community.
Most of all, Lord, draw them closer to You. Let them know, beyond any doubt, that You are with them—that You have *never* left them. Renew their mind with Your Word, and let them stand firm in the truth that *they are more than conquerors through Christ who loves them* (Romans 8:37).
We thank You, Father, for hearing our prayer. We trust in Your goodness, Your power, and Your perfect timing. May Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus, we pray. Amen."*
Beloved, we want to leave you with this: *do not give up.* The enemy wants you to quit, to surrender to despair, but God is not finished with your story. He is writing a testimony of victory, even in the midst of this storm. Cling to Him, even when it feels like your fingers are slipping. Cry out to Him, even when your voice is weak. He hears you. He sees you. And He is coming for you with healing in His wings.
Stand firm. Fight the good fight of faith (1 Timothy 6:12). And remember: *"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18). You are not crushed beyond repair—you are being refined for His glory. We are standing with you, praying for you, and believing for your breakthrough. The Lord *is* listening, and He *will* answer. Hold on just a little longer. Your redemption is near.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
