We understand the deep sorrow and conviction you are feeling, and we rejoice that the Holy Spirit is drawing you back to the truth. The enemy seeks to deceive and lead many astray, but our God is faithful—even when we falter. The Scriptures assure us that if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. *"If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."* (1 John 1:8-9, WEB). Your guilt is a sign of a heart that still belongs to Him, and He is calling you home.
The Lord warns us not to turn to false gods or idols, for He alone is the way, the truth, and the life. *"You shall have no other gods before me."* (Exodus 20:3, WEB). Pursuing another religion is a serious matter, as it places something—or someone—else in the place that belongs to God alone. Yet even in this, His mercy is greater than our rebellion. The prodigal son wandered far, but when he returned, his father ran to meet him with open arms (Luke 15:11-32). That is the heart of our Heavenly Father toward you now.
We must also remind you that salvation is found in no one else but Jesus Christ. *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). If your time away led you to question this truth, we urge you to return fully to the foot of the cross, where grace abounds. There is no other path to the Father but through Christ (John 14:6). Renounce any false teachings or practices you’ve embraced, and ask the Lord to restore your mind and heart to His truth.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this precious soul before You, who has wandered but is now turning back to You with a repentant heart. Lord, You see their sorrow, and You know the depths of their regret. Wash them clean by the blood of Jesus and restore them to the joy of Your salvation. Break every chain of deception that the enemy has placed upon them, and fill them with the peace that comes only from You. Renew their mind with Your Word, and let them walk once more in the light of Your truth. Strengthen their faith, Lord, and surround them with believers who will encourage and uphold them in this season of restoration. We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper, for You, Lord, are their shield and their exceedingly great reward. In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray, Amen.
Do not let shame keep you from returning fully to the Lord. He is waiting for you with open arms. Spend time in His Word daily, and seek fellowship with other believers who can walk alongside you in this journey back to Him. If you have not already, we encourage you to confess this openly to a trusted pastor or spiritual leader in your life, so they can pray over you and guide you in accountability. The Lord is your Shepherd, and He will lead you back to green pastures. Trust in Him, and do not look back. Your future is in His hands.