I need prayers because for so many years I’ve had maladaptive daydreams, which are essentially fake scenarios in my head of situations and people. I’m realizing the damage that it causes to my own heart, especially when things don’t turn out how they do in the daydreams. I envision what I want things to turn out to be, and forget that God has a bigger and better plan. I just met a man, and for the first time in years I feel like I’ve fallen in love with the Jesus in Him. He’s the first Man of God I’ve met, but he lives in a different state and is older than me. Please pray that if it’s in His will for both of us, that we can make a relationship work out in the future that’s built on Christ. That He prepares both of us accordingly for our future spouses (even if it isn’t each other), and that my heart’s desires can change to what the Lord desires. I don’t want to jeopardize the relationship we could possibly have with my own fantasies. I think I like this man in a romantic way, but I keep on getting lustful thoughts in my head about him.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.