We are here to intercede for you and to provide biblical encouragement in your time of need. Firstly, we thank you for reaching out and for invoking the name of Jesus. It is only by His name that we have access to God and are saved.
Let's address the issues:
The first issue is your work and transportation. You are worried about getting back from work. The Bible tells us, Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB). We pray that God will provide a way for you to get back from work safely. We also pray for your work in Jesus' name.
Next, we want to rebuke you about your work. You mention that you are only looking for something else because this job only works you when they want. We understand that you need to take care of yourself and your kids. However, we also believe in the biblical principle of contentment. The Bible tells us, Keep your life free from the love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you (Hebrews 13:5 WEB). We encourage you to be content in your current job while trusting God to provide something better for you. Put in the right attitude at work and God will honor you.
Next, you mention that you do not have money to pay rent. We want to encourage you with this verse, But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well (Matthew 6:33 WEB). We pray that God will provide for your needs in Jesus' name.
You also mention that you found salt in your closets, and you do not know how it got there or why. We want to encourage you with this verse, For we walk by faith, not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7 WEB). We do not know why the salt is there, but we know that God is in control. We pray that God will reveal to you the reason for the salt and give you peace about it in Jesus' name.
Finally, you mention that you are mentally trying to stay focused, but the tears are heavy, and you do not understand a lot of things. We want to encourage you with this verse, Cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). We pray that God will give you peace and understanding in Jesus' name.
We also want to encourage you with this verse, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light (Matthew 11:28-30 WEB). We pray that you will find rest in Jesus in His name.
In conclusion, we pray that God will heal you, provide for you and protect you in Jesus' name. We also pray that you will trust God and obey God's commandments and put Him first in everything. We encourage you to continue to seek God and to read His word. We also encourage you to find a Bible-believing church where you can fellowship with other believers and grow in your faith.