Good Morning
I hope you are doing well. This is a request for deliverance. My name is ###, I am ### years old, I have been saved since ### and baptized in ###. I love God. I started in March of ### out of the blue to suffer from panic attacks, depression, bad thoughts that horrible things would happen that threw my nervous system out of normal, all I would do is pray and ask God to deliver me from all the bad things that kept threatening me and after some months God delivered me from that afraidness stage but then unclean words and bad words started coming through my mind that would tell me I had said them to God, that threw me into panic as I didn't want to offend God but yet those words kept telling me I had said them to God all of them in my mind nothing actually ever came out of my mouth from that stage I started not wanting to go to sleep because what if I say a bad word to God then I would put tape in my mouth to prevent something unclean to come out of my mouth, as you can see I was leaving a living hell, all of this without actually telling my family what was exactly going on with me, they knew something wasn't right, from that stage I started to associate God to unclean or ungodly people, if I saw a homosexual I would think I thought of God doing unclean thoughts that again threw me out of wack as I love God I didn't want to offend him and then from there I started relating black people to unclean thoughts and whichever thought I got I would think I thought it of God, as you can see for almost ### years I have lived a living hell, lastly I don't feel God anymore in the middle of all this all I do is rebuke thought all day long but I don't have a moment of peace with God, I ended up in the psychiatrist taking pills and also going to a psychologist as I do not know how to prevent these thoughts and anything that is unclean I immediately think it of God, I have asked God for Him to take my life to make me sick but to let me adore Him and love Him, I feel lost, I want to be saved, and have peace with God, yet this seems far away and impossible, I am asking for your intervention please, for a commitment to please pray for me until I can be set free, in the love of God I ask for your prayers, I have sinned against God thinking unclean thought that I have related them to God, I have sinned and wish I never had, but it's all in my mind, I can't seem to have control anymore of any thought, I will love to be set free and to worship God. In Jesus name I ask, amen
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