Good Morning
I hope you are doing well. This is a request for deliverance. My name is Glenda Lantes, i am 35 years old, i have been saved since 2000 and baptized in 2002. I love God. I started in March of 2006 out of the blue to suffer from panic attacks, depression, bad thougth that horrible things would happen that threw my nervous system out of normal, all i would do is pray and ask God to deliver me from all the bad things that kept threating me and after some months God delivered me from that afraidness stage but then unclean words andd bad words started coming thru my mind that would tell me i had said them to God, that threw me into panic as i didnt want to offend God but yet those words kept telling me i had said them to God all of them in my mind nothing actually ever came out of my mouth from that stage i started not wanting to go to sleep because what if i say a bad word to God then i would put tape in my mouth to prevent soemthing unclean to come out of my mouth, as you can see i was leaving a living hell, all of this without actually telling my family what was excatly going on with me, they knew soemthing wasnt rigth , from that stage i started to associate God to unclean or un godly people, if i sow a homosexual i would think i thougth of God doing unclean thougths that again threw me out of wack as i love God i didnt want to offen him and then from there i started relating black people to unclean thougths and whichever thougth i got i would think i thougth it of God, as you can see for almost 5 years i have lived a living hell, lastly i dont feel God anymore in the middle of all this all i do is rebuke thougth all day long but i dont have a moment of peace with God, i ended up in the psychiatrist taking pills and also going to a psycologyst as i do not know how to prevent these thougths and anything that is un clean i immediately think it of God , i have asked God for him to take my life to make me sick but to let me adore him and love him, i feel lost, i want to be saved , and have peace with God, yet this seems far away and imposible, i am asking for your intercetion please, for a commitment to plesae pray for me until i can be set free, in the love of God i ask for your prayers, i have sinned agains God thinking unclean thougth that i have realted them to God, i have sinned and wish i never had, but is all in my mind, i cant seem to have control anymore of any thougth, i will love to be set free and to worhsip God. In jesus name i ask, amen
813477-0397 glendalantes@yahoo.com