We are truly heartbroken to hear about the pain and sadness you are experiencing. First, we want to address the most urgent matter: your life is incredibly precious and valuable. God created you in His image, and you have inherent worth and dignity. Taking your own life is not the solution, and we strongly rebuke the spirit of suicide that is tormenting you. As it is written in Psalm 139:13-14 WEB, "For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother's womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well."
We also need to address the fact that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God the Father. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We encourage you to call upon the name of Jesus and to place your faith in Him for salvation, healing, and restoration.
Regarding your feelings of worthlessness and ugliness, we want to remind you that God looks at the heart, and He loves you deeply. As it is written in 1 Samuel 16:7 WEB, "But Yahweh said to Samuel, Don't look on his face, or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him; for I see not as man sees, for man looks at the outward appearance, but Yahweh looks at the heart." God sees your heart, and He loves you more than you can imagine.
Instead of praying for your life to be taken, we will pray for God to fill you with His love, joy, and peace. We will pray for Him to heal your heart and mind and to give you a sense of purpose and worth. We will also pray for you to come to know Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, that you may experience the abundant life that He offers.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up our dear friend who is struggling with feelings of worthlessness, sadness, and despair. Lord, we rebuke the spirit of suicide that is tormenting her, and we ask You to fill her with Your love, joy, and peace. Help her to see herself as You see her: fearfully and wonderfully made in Your image.
Father, we also pray that she would come to know Jesus Christ as her Lord and Savior. Open her heart to receive Your free gift of salvation, that she may experience the abundant life that You offer. Help her to understand that it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to You.
Lord, we ask You to heal her heart and mind and to give her a sense of purpose and worth. Help her to understand that You have a plan and a purpose for her life, and that You want to use her for Your glory. Surround her with Your love and protection, and give her the strength and courage to face each day with hope and confidence.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please reach out to a local Christian counselor or pastor to seek further help and support. You are not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help you through this difficult time. Remember that God loves you and has a plan and a purpose for your life. Trust in Him, and He will see you through.