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Cynthia
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I feel so ashamed to even ask for anything with the way the world is. There are people without homes, food, clothes etc. (thinking of Japan & other places). And yet, I (we) have needs. I pray to God that he will hear my cry and offer some peace. I (we) have been through so much over the past several years. I try so very hard to find good in all things, and sometimes its hard. We lost our house last year. Yet we are lucky to be able to rent a home. I've been unemployed for almost 2 years now. I lost my past 3 jobs. I'm trying to learn a new trade by going to college. I am so depressed and hate feeling this way. I am on so many medicines now for the depression. I want to make my husband proud of me. I feel like I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop. Is he going to give up on me (us)? I pray that he will seek God. I pray that God will help us through this. I pray that we will be a family that stays together. We have 2 children. He & I both came from broken homes and I don't want that for my children. I am so afraid, worried etc that he is going to say that's it, I can't take it anymore and leave. I love him. I love our children. I know he loves me & our children, but I'm afraid he's going to give up. I'm trying so hard to stay strong and help him to see the future and not give up, but it is so hard. please pray for us
