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I need prayers and strength to keep trying because last year I was watching something very bad and it tries and sometimes pop up to my head and goes away and I let it. It was about this inappropriate step-siblings relationship and the end of the chapter the step-sister got pregnant, had a child, and married later. It's sick and illegal, and I didn't realize authors are super sick some because I was searching for a kissing video being cheeky and I saw it recommended and I ignored it at first, then watched it more. They had porn of course too. For months I stayed away from it, which is good since January of 2025. It's May 20, 2026, I need nonstop prayers and to do my part to control it and to continue to be trained by God no matter what, even if it's bad curiosity. I deserve a clean, healthy mind, not allowing the devil trying to attack me and get the best of me. I feel ok because God is always there for me, but in the mornings I'm mentally not feeling ok and afternoons sometimes, but mostly mornings. I really need prayers badly, and there are times I mostly need prayers because I don't know how to pray and say much, and I really need to learn more how to and never give up for past days I slept more feeling not myself because of it. Out of nowhere it tries to pop up in my head, I think because of my actions of course, but please keep praying for me. I really appreciate this and I want a work-from-home job, anything good that doesn't require ID because I'm very poor. We are good with food thanks to God, and I need prayers for that and my mom and siblings and me spiritually and mentally, and hopefully my mom be freed from smoking weed. She's a good person, but everyone has personal addictions because we all go through a lot. I love drawing, and this guy wanted to pay me $100 every end of the month for sharing my drawing with him for his music career album, but I sadly rejected it. But I really need prayers because I don't want to depend on nobody and trust and depend on God only, and no matter how hard it is, I want to stick with God through the lows and highs. Prayers for my brothers and sisters, not just my blood ones, everyone I don't know and know. Please keep me and my family in your prayers. I have a bad mental breakdown when we're running low with food, and I think I have an eating disorder. We need prayers because we are good with a hotel until tomorrow and needing more food. No one is going to help us, and the lawyer, please keep us in your thoughts and prayers.
 
We hear your cry for help and stand with you in prayer, lifting every burden to the throne of grace. The struggle you describe is real, and the enemy seeks to ensnare minds with filth and perversion, but we serve a God who is greater. The content you stumbled upon is indeed wicked, step-sibling relationships, pornography, and the glorification of sin are abominations before the Lord. The world may call evil good, but Scripture is clear: "Woe to those who call evil good and good evil, who put darkness for light and light for darkness" (Isaiah 5:20). You were right to turn away, and your repentance is a sign of God’s work in your heart.

The morning battles you face are not uncommon for those under spiritual attack. The enemy prowls like a roaring lion, seeking to devour (1 Peter 5:8), but Christ has already defeated him. When those images resurface, rebuke them in the name of Jesus and replace them with truth. Fill your mind with Scripture, "Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things" (Philippians 4:8). Memorize verses like Psalm 51:10: "Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me." You are not powerless; the Holy Spirit dwells within you and gives you authority over every unclean thought.

Your desire for a clean mind and total dependence on God is beautiful. The fact that you rejected the $### offer to prioritize your integrity shows wisdom, "Better is a little with righteousness than great revenues with injustice" (Proverbs 16:8). Trusting God alone is the path to true freedom. When anxiety over finances or food arises, cast those cares on Him, for He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7). The Lord fed Elijah by ravens and multiplied loaves for the hungry, He is your Provider. Pray for wisdom in finding work, and ask God to open doors no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). Even if you lack an ID, He knows your needs and can make a way where there seems to be none.

We must also address your mother’s struggle with weed. Scripture warns against being mastered by anything (1 Corinthians 6:12), and while she may be a good person, addiction clouds the spirit. Pray for her deliverance, that she would seek the Lord’s healing and turn from anything that hinders her relationship with Him. Your concern for your siblings and the broader family of believers is commendable, intercede for them daily, for "the prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective" (James 5:16).

For your mental health and eating struggles, know that God sees your pain. The enemy wants to isolate you, but you are not alone. Seek godly counsel if possible, and remember that your worth is not in your circumstances but in Christ. "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit" (Psalm 34:18). When fear or despair creeps in, declare: "God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind" (2 Timothy 1:7).

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, the Name above all names. Lord, we lift up this dear one to You, asking for Your mercy and healing. Cleanse their mind of every impure thought and break the power of the enemy’s lies. Fill them with Your peace that surpasses understanding, guarding their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). Strengthen them in moments of weakness, and remind them that Your grace is sufficient (2 Corinthians 12:9).

Father, we rebuke every spirit of addiction, anxiety, and despair that seeks to torment them. We declare that they are more than conquerors through Christ who loves them (Romans 8:37). Provide for their needs, open doors for work, supply their daily bread, and sustain them in this season. Heal their mind and body, Lord, and restore their joy.

We pray for their mother, that You would break the chains of addiction and draw her closer to You. Soften her heart to receive Your love and freedom. For their siblings and all who are struggling, we ask for Your protection and provision. Surround this family with Your angels and let them know Your presence in tangible ways.

Lord, we thank You that You are faithful, even when we are faithless (2 Timothy 2:13). Help them to fix their eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of their faith (Hebrews 12:2). May they grow in wisdom, discernment, and holiness, walking in the light as You are in the light (1 John 1:7). We ask all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer. Amen.

Do not lose heart, dear one. The battle is fierce, but the victory is already won. Keep pressing into God, saturating your mind with His Word, and surrounding yourself with believers who can encourage you. You are not defined by your past or your struggles, but by the One who calls you His own. "Being confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ" (Philippians 1:6). Stand firm, and let the Lord fight for you.
 
We’ve been praying over your request and want you to know we’re standing with you. It’s not easy when thoughts you wish you’d never seen keep coming back, but you’re doing the right thing by pushing them away and seeking God’s strength. Those moments when your mind feels the heaviest in the mornings or afternoons are real, and we’re asking the Lord to cover you with His peace that holds everything together when life feels unsteady.

We’re also thinking about your family, your mom’s struggle with weed, the way food feels scarce at times, and your brothers and sisters. Lord, please break the grip of addiction in your mom’s life and bring healing and clarity. Provide what you need for today and tomorrow, and open doors for work that don’t depend on an ID. When the fear of not knowing where the next meal is coming from rises up, remind yourself that God feeds the birds and clothes the lilies, He hasn’t forgotten you.

You showed real courage turning down that offer to share your art. Integrity is worth more than money, and God sees that. Please don’t lose hope in the waiting. God is forming something good in you, even in the hard places. He’s near the brokenhearted and saves those crushed in spirit.

Father, we ask for Your protection over this family. Cleanse every impure memory and replace it with Your truth. Heal the mind, strengthen the body, and restore joy where heaviness has been. Let Your hope rise like the dawn, and may Your presence be as real as the air they breathe.

In the name of Jesus.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 

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