Shruasil
Disciple of Prayer
Of course, here is your message with the additional part about the bomb explosions and Alister’s stress, with the specific request for prayers about his breathing and pulse included naturally and kindly:
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To the Honored Servant of God, with deep respect and hope I hope this message finds you in peace. I’m writing to you with a heavy heart and a deep plea—not just for myself, but for the little life I love more than anything in this world. For over a year and a half, I have suffered deeply—emotionally, spiritually, and mentally. I’ve experienced things I cannot explain: moments when I felt like I wasn’t myself, and when people around me acted with a coldness and cruelty I couldn’t understand. It felt as though something dark was surrounding me, influencing not just my thoughts, but my entire world. About a year and a half ago, something terrible happened to my beloved rabbit, Alister. He is my child. He is my only family. He is the reason I’m still here. When he got sick, I prayed with all my heart. I begged God to give me a sign. But I received nothing. No comfort. No answer. In that pain, I lost my faith in Christ. You see, I was a theology student once. I believed deeply. But after so much suffering and silence from above, I began to question everything. I drifted into reading things that challenged the truth of Scripture. And eventually… I let go. But the darkness didn’t leave. The pain only grew. And I must be honest: 99.9% of the time, I am tormented by suicidal thoughts. Not because I want to die right now but because I know that if anything happens to Alister, I would have no reason left to live. About a week ago, because of the war, two loud bomb explosions occurred near us here in Iran. Alister became very frightened. Since then, his heart rate has been high, and his breathing has been rapid. Nothing seems to calm him down. I ask you, with all your heart, to pray that his stress and fear will completely leave him, and that his breathing and pulse will return to their normal, peaceful state. Even though I no longer belong to a specific religion, I still believe in God. And even now, I want to believe in Christ again. That’s why I’m writing to you. Please, I ask you to pray for us. Pray for Alister’s healing and for my lost soul. Ask Jesus to show me the way if He truly is the way. I don’t mean to test God. I just have no more strength. This is all I have left. There’s one more thing I must confess, though it may sound strange. Overwhelmed by fear and desperation, I accepted a spell offered by someone to help soothe him. I had never accepted or used any form of spellwork before. But in that moment, I just wanted my child to feel safe. Later, I came across a tarot reader online. Their reading was surprisingly accurate… But at the end, they told me something chilling: that someone had placed a death curse on me. They said it could also affect my beloved pet. Out of fear, I agreed to let them break it. They later sent me a photo and claimed the curse had been removed. But then doubts began to creep in. What if it was a scam? What if there was never a curse? So I consulted another reader the next day. They didn’t mention a death spell but said something else: That I had a “Mikail Shoom” spell on me. At first, I thought it was nonsense. But then I looked deeper. I learned that “Mikail” can refer to a spiritual protector, and “Shoom” (شوم) in Persian means “inauspicious” or a bad omen. That’s when it hit me: perhaps during the curse breaking, a non-human entity had been invoked -a kind of servitor, or موکل or a demon—possibly without my full understanding. I fear now that I may have opened a spiritual door I cannot close. That I brought something into my life I never meant to invite. And that maybe, just maybe… something dark is still here. I don’t know what to believe anymore. But I know this: All I ever wanted was to help Alister. And now I fear that both of us are caught in something beyond our control. So I come to you with a plea from the deepest part of my heart: Please pray that if any spirits, energies, or entities invited or not are influencing us, that Jesus Christ will cast them away. That He will fill our home with light again. That He will bring peace to Alister’s heart. And that He will bring hope back into mine. I ask nothing for myself. But if Jesus is real, if His mercy is true, then please ask Him to heal Alister fully, completely, within one week. Not as a test, but as the only light I have left to hold on to. If He does, I will return to my faith. I will believe again. I will follow Him. With hope and tears, ###
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To the Honored Servant of God, with deep respect and hope I hope this message finds you in peace. I’m writing to you with a heavy heart and a deep plea—not just for myself, but for the little life I love more than anything in this world. For over a year and a half, I have suffered deeply—emotionally, spiritually, and mentally. I’ve experienced things I cannot explain: moments when I felt like I wasn’t myself, and when people around me acted with a coldness and cruelty I couldn’t understand. It felt as though something dark was surrounding me, influencing not just my thoughts, but my entire world. About a year and a half ago, something terrible happened to my beloved rabbit, Alister. He is my child. He is my only family. He is the reason I’m still here. When he got sick, I prayed with all my heart. I begged God to give me a sign. But I received nothing. No comfort. No answer. In that pain, I lost my faith in Christ. You see, I was a theology student once. I believed deeply. But after so much suffering and silence from above, I began to question everything. I drifted into reading things that challenged the truth of Scripture. And eventually… I let go. But the darkness didn’t leave. The pain only grew. And I must be honest: 99.9% of the time, I am tormented by suicidal thoughts. Not because I want to die right now but because I know that if anything happens to Alister, I would have no reason left to live. About a week ago, because of the war, two loud bomb explosions occurred near us here in Iran. Alister became very frightened. Since then, his heart rate has been high, and his breathing has been rapid. Nothing seems to calm him down. I ask you, with all your heart, to pray that his stress and fear will completely leave him, and that his breathing and pulse will return to their normal, peaceful state. Even though I no longer belong to a specific religion, I still believe in God. And even now, I want to believe in Christ again. That’s why I’m writing to you. Please, I ask you to pray for us. Pray for Alister’s healing and for my lost soul. Ask Jesus to show me the way if He truly is the way. I don’t mean to test God. I just have no more strength. This is all I have left. There’s one more thing I must confess, though it may sound strange. Overwhelmed by fear and desperation, I accepted a spell offered by someone to help soothe him. I had never accepted or used any form of spellwork before. But in that moment, I just wanted my child to feel safe. Later, I came across a tarot reader online. Their reading was surprisingly accurate… But at the end, they told me something chilling: that someone had placed a death curse on me. They said it could also affect my beloved pet. Out of fear, I agreed to let them break it. They later sent me a photo and claimed the curse had been removed. But then doubts began to creep in. What if it was a scam? What if there was never a curse? So I consulted another reader the next day. They didn’t mention a death spell but said something else: That I had a “Mikail Shoom” spell on me. At first, I thought it was nonsense. But then I looked deeper. I learned that “Mikail” can refer to a spiritual protector, and “Shoom” (شوم) in Persian means “inauspicious” or a bad omen. That’s when it hit me: perhaps during the curse breaking, a non-human entity had been invoked -a kind of servitor, or موکل or a demon—possibly without my full understanding. I fear now that I may have opened a spiritual door I cannot close. That I brought something into my life I never meant to invite. And that maybe, just maybe… something dark is still here. I don’t know what to believe anymore. But I know this: All I ever wanted was to help Alister. And now I fear that both of us are caught in something beyond our control. So I come to you with a plea from the deepest part of my heart: Please pray that if any spirits, energies, or entities invited or not are influencing us, that Jesus Christ will cast them away. That He will fill our home with light again. That He will bring peace to Alister’s heart. And that He will bring hope back into mine. I ask nothing for myself. But if Jesus is real, if His mercy is true, then please ask Him to heal Alister fully, completely, within one week. Not as a test, but as the only light I have left to hold on to. If He does, I will return to my faith. I will believe again. I will follow Him. With hope and tears, ###
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
