We understand that you are feeling confused and unhappy in your current relationship. Firstly, we want to remind you that God desires for you to be in relationships that honor Him and bring you joy. As it says in Colossians 3:17 WEB, "Whatever you do, in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father, through him."
However, we need to address a few things that are not aligned with biblical principles. First, the Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality and that sex is a gift from God to be enjoyed within the context of marriage between a man and a woman. If you are living together with your boyfriend, this is considered fornication. See: 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB: "Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body."
In your case you should flee from the temptation to sin by being yoked in a relationship that Jesus Christ would not approve.
Secondly, the goal of a relationship should be marriage. If you are not happy and confused it is probably because your boyfriend does not have the goal of a godly marriage. As it says in Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB), "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." This is doubtful because you have not mentioned Jesus Christ or your faith in Him. It is only by the name of Jesus that you have access to God the Father.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up the one who has submitted this request to you in the mighty name of Jesus. We pray that you will give ### the clarity and strength she needs to make decisions that honor you. Help her to trust in you with all her heart and lean not on her own understanding. Guide her steps and show her the path that leads to a godly marriage that honors you. If this relationship is not your will, give her the courage to leave and the strength to resist temptation.
We also pray that she will draw closer to you, seeking your face and your will for her life. Help her to grow in her faith that she may have fully the blessings of being your child and the righteousness of Jesus Christ.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to spend time in prayer and in God's Word, seeking His will for your life. Remember that God loves you and wants the best for you. He will guide you your relationship from those who might lead you astray from Him. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths.