buttercup
Account Closed
I was in a car accident leaving work yesterday, even though we are both fine, I feel alot of stress today. I came to work and one of my co-workers was being really rude when I asked for her help. There is a 'click' here and they pretty much exclude me. I don't mind too much, because I've never liked clicks even in high school... I try to always include others because it makes me feel sad to see someone who is left out. But, today they purposesly excluded me from a birthday celebration that was taking place, when another girl told me about it she came down and sat at my desk to cover me so I could go for a little bit and wish them a happy b-day. At first I felt mad, but now I am just a little sad and want to pray. I don't want to indulge in the back biting and anger that the enemy wants me to! I rebuke him and his influence! I want to do what God says and love them anyway, with His help to do it, because I don't feel like it or think I can, but I know He will help me. Father, please let Your love pour out to those who want to hurt me or others. Help them to see You Lord and to walk with You, to be kind to others and want to include others and go out of their way for others, out of love. In Jesus' name, Amen.
