Anonymous
Beloved of All
I think I’m suffering from the curse of near success syndrome. Growing up as a child, I was abused, didn’t know about Christ and didn’t have the best of things. Began to be so covetous and I remember engaging in petty stealing. Stole little naira from home and a phone from a careless neighbor (all these happened within ages 12-14) and as the Lord will have it, I became saved and changed at 15, began learning about Christ and have been a follower for over 10 years now (over the years, I’ve been a tither, offered Kingdom services to the best of my capacity, preached and even evangelized and a prayer enthusiast). Now, the struggles of life have been so overwhelming and I can’t seem to forgive myself of these past or get over it. In the past years, I’ve been robbed of 3 phones myself and scammed of 1 in the process of purchasing one recently. Also at age 15 while trying to gain an admission into the university, despite meeting and surpassing all the cut off and requirements, I didn’t make it. Went for a diploma and the struggle continued. God be praised I have a good job now but still struggling with some things. Recently I plan to immigrate, I’ve met all the conditions but suddenly, policies are changing and I’ve noticed a pattern that whenever I’m at the edge of breakthrough, I see a moving snake in my dream. I’ve just been so tired and stressed and luckily came about this site while surfing the net. Please pray for me and with me. I need deliverance from curses that might have been placed on me and Restoration. I also want to enjoy speed and break the near success syndrome I think is holding me bound. All of these are just thoughts but I don’t know what else I really need to do.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.