Happiness Noel
Servant of All
Prayer Friends, I have to go and readjust and try something new to save my situation. The banker I asked to help remedy my situation never returned the email. I keep asking to receive and putting people in the Lord's sight to help me but they are not responding the way they should (Matthew 7:12 "the golden rule"). I am going to grab the best of the word I can and walk out in it boldly and try and see if that is how the Lord will help me. Please, please, please pray for me because I believe and am ready to receive, my faith is bigger than a mustard seed. I will look at everyone I meet and everything I do to see what the Lord does or if He will use them. Please pray that the Lord is merciful and gives me success TODAY. I know His timing is perfect but here in the world my time is running out to fix this situation. A friend and lady that I rent from lost her job and now she desperately needs every penny I can give her. She has a heart of gold and for God, her name is ### and she is ### and no one helps her. I thought that the Lord would use me to be the one to bless her but I am in between jobs, not getting interviews, banker not returning emails and all of my plans and efforts not paying off. This is not the ordinary, I expect to win and succeed and it sure looks and feels like the Lord is not only withholding favor but letting me lose. I already know that He controls everything and that He can do whatever He wants to with me and my life. I already had that healthy respect/fear of the Lord. I can understand Him teaching me and refining me with trials, but ### too? She has had it so hard for so long. I am waiting on the Lord but ### is waiting on me with absolute desperation. She is English second language, older and hard to communicate with. Every day the Lord lets me fail I nearly pull my hair out and wonder how and why. If I were not a strong Christian I would relax and know that it is a hard knock life. But I am a child of God and know the riches of Christ, the word and the promises for help. To fail and bring down another (###) is not an option for me. Please pray that the Lord directs, provides, connects and helps me communicate and get hired and a bank professional who can and wants to help me. Please pray that the Lord give success to my emails and not let people who can help get away with ignoring me. Lord, I am waiting for wonderful and trying to be refined and learn what You want but please sustain me/us/### with ENOUGH to not lose the roof over our heads and our friendship in financial failure while under Your wing. In Jesus' name Lord I need MORE help. Don't let my human failures, my stupidity, any weaknesses get in the way of Your help for me. I am touching the hem of Your garment with faith that You will heal this situation and let me be still and know that You are God. Amen. (Thank You prayer friends and please be with me today as I go fight to turn this around/God bless you all!!! 12:11 pm EST ###/###)
