nette
Disciple of Prayer
I know they say that the Lord does not put more on you than you can bear but my God how much do think I can take. I love so hard sns always end up the one with tears in my eyes I feel like a failure in love.
I waited 12 years to get into another relationship. I knew my ginance for over 20 sometjing years. We dated at around 17 then broke but stayed friends. I thought he was my soulmate since everything came full circle. I prayed and had my mom even pray for me. But now he is gone and has yet to explain after 6 years of being together. I was engaged the last 3 years. A few months ago he again asked me to marry him that day but I couldn't do it. I felt something wasn't right. I don't want to angry and hurt but I am.
I am asking for prayers from believers because I wanted restoration but this happened for a reason. I want to be wise. So I am praying that the Lord heals my aching heart, brings me peace, and understanding.
I waited 12 years to get into another relationship. I knew my ginance for over 20 sometjing years. We dated at around 17 then broke but stayed friends. I thought he was my soulmate since everything came full circle. I prayed and had my mom even pray for me. But now he is gone and has yet to explain after 6 years of being together. I was engaged the last 3 years. A few months ago he again asked me to marry him that day but I couldn't do it. I felt something wasn't right. I don't want to angry and hurt but I am.
I am asking for prayers from believers because I wanted restoration but this happened for a reason. I want to be wise. So I am praying that the Lord heals my aching heart, brings me peace, and understanding.
