Fengwen
Disciple of Prayer
I was told that all who knocked would receive an answer and that the door would be opened so I decided to knock, but then I thought perhaps I was not knocking correctly, so I prayed to be taught how to knock but then I thought perhaps I was not praying correctly, but can I pray to learn how to pray correctly so I searched how to pray correctly And some said that I had to have the door opened for me in order to pray correctly, but how could I open the door if I have not learned how to knock and how can I learn how to knock if I haven’t learned how to pray. I was told that prayer could soften my heart, but then I was told that prayer was only answered by a heart softened. That I could not receive an answer without already having myself prepared. I’m sorry I am not sorry for being angry with you, that after years of knocking my knuckles have become worn. After years of praying, my tongue has become dry. I am weary of reading and listening and awaiting an answer. Please pray for me that I may learn the truth, that I may be saved and that my family and loved ones will be saved.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.