FROMWOUNDEDNESS
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My previous employer has my position available again, after 18 months off under FMLA and subsequent unemployment. It would be a HUGE financial breakthru for me and my 4 kids. BUT MONEY IS NOT THE FOCUS!!!!!!! I need work so that I can get back on my feet, and off government assistance which is nearing a close. The job would definately be in a hotsile work environment, which at least I would know going into the position . Sometimes God calls us into the war zone to help others and to be his light, sometimes he tells you to run. I moved my kids here for this job 4 years ago, and worked there 3 years. I left after being hospitalized due to exhaustion. But there hasn't been anything else is this area for months and I've had 15 months to recover.
Please pray for God's guidance. If I apply for this position, I will do so before Friday....maybe sooner. I could always apply and then be turned down for the job. But My pride is out the window, I don't care if I apply and I'm turned down for the wrong reasons. I'm not worried about returning to a hostile work environment. I continually forgive those who harmed me when I was there. And I do still have a few friends there. I just want to put this in God's hands. Yes....he told me to leave before. But I was not well, and my walk with God has increased beyond measure since my exodus. Perhaps, I needed to leave for a season so that could put on the full armor. Working at DSSLC also gives me the opportunity to do God's work, taking care of those who cannot take care of themselves. THinking about applying and just putting it in God's hands!
Please pray for God's guidance. If I apply for this position, I will do so before Friday....maybe sooner. I could always apply and then be turned down for the job. But My pride is out the window, I don't care if I apply and I'm turned down for the wrong reasons. I'm not worried about returning to a hostile work environment. I continually forgive those who harmed me when I was there. And I do still have a few friends there. I just want to put this in God's hands. Yes....he told me to leave before. But I was not well, and my walk with God has increased beyond measure since my exodus. Perhaps, I needed to leave for a season so that could put on the full armor. Working at DSSLC also gives me the opportunity to do God's work, taking care of those who cannot take care of themselves. THinking about applying and just putting it in God's hands!