We understand that you're going through trials and seeking strength. We stand with you. We are reminded of God's promise: Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. James 1:2-5.
First, we commend you for praying in Jesus' name, as it is only through Him that we have access to God. And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved. Acts 4:12.
We pray that you will find strength in the Lord. Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. Ephesians 6:10-11.
Regarding your desire to put your ### in one house together, we assume and hope you're referring to a godly marriage with another believer. We want to remind you of God's design for a marriage between a man and a woman. So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them. Genesis 1:27. Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh. Genesis 2:24.
We encourage you to continue in your faith and trials, and put your energy into serving the Lord: Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity. 1 Timothy 4:12.
We pray for you to have wisdom and discernment in your relationships and to seek a godly spouse if that is God's will for you. Guide them, O thou great Jehovah, pilgrims in this barren land. We are weak, but thou art able; hold us with thy powerful hand. Bread of Heaven, Bread of Heaven, feed me till I want no more.