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Faithkopela
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For my whole life i've been meeting people who come to my life just to destroy me physical, emotionaly and spiritualy. In my home i was raised as a Christian. Im a Christian i believe in God. There is a particular person that is hurting me so so much i tried many times to show him the meaning of love tried to teach him the ways of God, but the strange thing is instead of things to get better they become worse. As i speak now im very ill emotionally and physically i have a depression. I ask myself why should things like this happen to me because its not for the fisrt time, i met people who were always against my life who rejected who dont want to accept who i am just like this particular person. Now there thing is this particular person i wanted to make peace with him and for what he does to me right now, because what he does to me opens old wounds because he is doing things that many people did to me those "flash backs" ARE PAINFULL. Its really painful i cry everyday of my life. My prayer i need strenght i need power to fight the evil I dont want to have illnesses that is cost by other people, im still young i dont want to die now as i have a headache that doesnt want to heal even if i take the pills, my whole body is paining because of stress. I need help in need to find a peace in my heart i dont need want stress anymore in my life in Jesus name Amen
