Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need prayers please for the restoration of my relationship with my godmother and her family. My godmother and I met 3 years ago and she guided me and was with me through a lot of difficult things in my life for the last 3 years, and the same for me, I was there for her for the last 3 years through health battles and family things and never wavered as a friend/family at all. Was always there for her no matter what. I have a lot of hurt that I am trying to heal from emotionally and I have started that journey in the last year and because she had pointed out how much healing I needed. I have said things not intentionally and not even knowing until she pointed them out and I apologized for having hurt her or offended her in any way and she said that she forgave me. We moved on from those 3 times that she had pointed it out to me and I acknowledge my sin and wrongdoing. On June 21st she had surprised me with cutting a cake and I don’t like to be the center of attention so I got all nervous and it came out in words and I didn’t say anything that I thought was offensive to anyone and then later on that night I was transferring iPhone to iPhone and was frustrated because it wasn’t working and I had asked for the phone back from her daughter in a nasty tone and at the time didn’t realize it. When the family all left she came into the house and told me that she can no longer have me in her circle because I offended her daughter and that she will no longer have me around her family. She said that I am a curse on her family and she will not condemn herself or her family to have a relationship with me. I don’t want to lose this relationship over words that were spoken in a harsh way and that were not meant to hurt anyone by any means. I have so much love for her and her family and it kills me that she has hardly spoken to me since then. I had met up with her on the 27th and I thought that it was a great step towards forward momentum in our relationship being restored and I had asked if I could drive her children out to an event the youth group is doing and she got all strange and was like I will let you know. I went to sit in adoration that night and God told me to apologize for asking because everything is so fresh at this time. She was grateful for my acknowledgement of it being too soon to ask, meanwhile I asked because the trip is July 10th and I have to request the day off and I am only going to go if I am taking the kids out to save the money of the tickets and to allow them to stay until the park closes and not when the youth group has to leave to return to through church. She told me that she doesn’t trust me to be around her family and that she has to protect herself and her family from me. I am extremely hurt that she thinks that I would do anything to hurt her or her children in any way because I have done nothing but good, kind, and nice, and helpful things for her and her family. I want this relationship restored and for her to trust me the way that she trusted me within the first 2 weeks of knowing me allowing me to take her car and her kid to a movie and being gone for hours. Please aid me in praying for the restoration of these relationships with her and her family as I really can’t lose them losing them means I have no human relationships left at all. I want and need for these relationships to come back and for them to be better than ever and for her and her family to not see my past mistakes but see me for the good worthy person that I am.