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My name is Bill, I have been a christian for many years, and still continue to grow in the Lord and His word. Seven years ago, my wife of 16 years in marrige commited suicide. She was schitzophrenic with multiple health problems. I was devistated when she died, and it took me a whole year for the pain in my heart to leave. Soon after that I prayed for months daily, that God would send me a good wife who believed in Him. Lesa K. Dietz then entered into my life, and I was sure that God had sent her to me. I met Lesa six years ago. For the past 3 years we have been engaged for marrige. In those past 3 years she has really grown in the Lord by leaps and bounds. We pray together, study His word together, it's just been great. Untill November 12 of this year when she accidently called me with her cell phone. I could hear her talking to her children barely and could hear a television on in the back ground. I said hello several times untill I realized that she didn't know that she has accidently called me. I started to yell her name into my phone hoping that she may hear me, but she did not. Then I began to call out the names of her dogs, hoping that they might hear me, but they did not either. I was watching a video on my computer when the accidental call came. I thought that if I were to hang up my phone, then if I tried to call her back, that her phone would not ring, due to the fact that her phone was still on. So, I laid down the phone for a while and began watching the video I was looking at. I had forgotten about my phone untill the video ended about 2 1/2 hours later. The battery was almost dead and I had lost signal to her phone. It was late, so I went to bed. The next day, I called her and mentioned to her that she had called me accidentally. I went on to tell her everything I have just told you about the incident. She became unglued and accued me of invading her privacy, and how dare I do such a thing, then she hung up on me, and that is the last that I have spoken to her. I had sent her an email saying that I wasn't spying on her, or anything like that, that it was all totally innocent on my part, and that she has no reason to be acting this way giving me the silent treatment. I recieved no responce. So to keep peace, I had some flowers sent to her, saying that I was sorry. I took the blame even though I did not think that I had really done anything wrong. All that I wanted was for us to get back together in peace and love. Still no responce. Finely 2 weeks ago today, she wrote me am email saying that she is going on with her life with Jesus, and she suggest that I do the same, and that she would not be responding to any of my emails in the future. So, now my heart is broken, and I have pleaded with God for Him to soften her heart towards me and for us to to reconcilled back together again in love and peace, and for God to show her how silly this was to break up over. It appears that satan has used this minor infraction and has blew it out of porportion in her mind to where she will have nothing more to do with me. I am sorry I had to write such a long letter, but I felt you needed to know the whole series of events from my side of things. I have no way to defend myself, or get through to her. I love this woman dearly, and I hold nothing against her. Brothers and sisters, will you please pray to the Father that He would rekindle the love in her heart towards me again and restore this relationship for His glory. I still am certain that she is the right woman for me, but this is just a misunderstanding that needs to be sorted out. It seems that only God in His wonderful ways of making a way where there seems no way to be called upon in this matter. Time is short and I want to spend it with her and her children. I am a good man and she knows this, however satan has used this for his purpose and it needs to be corrected quickly. I am in hopes that you will jion with me in agreement to pray for Lesa, and I to be re united back together again, and get married soon, and that we both will bring Him honor and glory. I humbly thank you. Bill.
