marizda
Beloved Servant
Father God,
Thank you for this day. Thank you for all that you've done for me.
Father pls help me with this arising problem regarding my parents' financial status. Father pls help us fix it. Pls give them additional strength so that they could still work for their retirement. Not that I don't want to help. Of course I would. But I can't shoulder them both without them helping themselves. Father it burdens me and it pains me and it worries me. Just thinking about it makes me cry. Just thinking about it clouds my visions of tomorrow. I become so afraid of what will happen to my future. I don't want to become miserable like my mother. Nor do I want her to stay that way. She's so negative and I can't live with that kind of person that no matter what you say or do she's still like that. I try to help but her air is just too high she won't listen to me nor take my advice nor talk to me as if I am a friend. She still keeps her "parent" status to me which keeps me from opening up to her. She always has a lot to say against me and it pains me and I don't want that. My father on the other hand is just clueless as to what he must do with his life. I know we must take it all one step at a time but he doesn't seem to have a plan. Father... We can't live like this. Pls help them. I want to enjoy my youth which they didn't and I don't want them ruining my life just because of some "obligation" they're trying to put on my shoulder. I will help of course. But they must help themselves, too. It's just too much. Pls give me more patience and pls bless us all financially. I know we can do it. Help us. Please. Thank you. These I ask in Jesus' name. Amen.
Thank you for this day. Thank you for all that you've done for me.
Father pls help me with this arising problem regarding my parents' financial status. Father pls help us fix it. Pls give them additional strength so that they could still work for their retirement. Not that I don't want to help. Of course I would. But I can't shoulder them both without them helping themselves. Father it burdens me and it pains me and it worries me. Just thinking about it makes me cry. Just thinking about it clouds my visions of tomorrow. I become so afraid of what will happen to my future. I don't want to become miserable like my mother. Nor do I want her to stay that way. She's so negative and I can't live with that kind of person that no matter what you say or do she's still like that. I try to help but her air is just too high she won't listen to me nor take my advice nor talk to me as if I am a friend. She still keeps her "parent" status to me which keeps me from opening up to her. She always has a lot to say against me and it pains me and I don't want that. My father on the other hand is just clueless as to what he must do with his life. I know we must take it all one step at a time but he doesn't seem to have a plan. Father... We can't live like this. Pls help them. I want to enjoy my youth which they didn't and I don't want them ruining my life just because of some "obligation" they're trying to put on my shoulder. I will help of course. But they must help themselves, too. It's just too much. Pls give me more patience and pls bless us all financially. I know we can do it. Help us. Please. Thank you. These I ask in Jesus' name. Amen.