mchrisbaca62
Disciple of Prayer
Prayer for my mental well being. after 7 yrs of meds have decided to go off and rely on Gods help to deal with major depression and anxiety. Can truly say there is no magic pill to help heal the pain in my heart and mind. My heart is filled with fear and regrets over decisions made while on Rx drugs. Have lost everything financially, am 62 single and at the bottom of the pit. Praying hard for recovery, to climb out of this pit of despair and apathy. Need to find a reason to live, have daughter who cannot deal with me till I "fix myself", feel so all alone. Struggling to find myself and what God wants for me. Need his help so desperately, cannot do this alone. I am tired of crying, just tired and weary. Need Help forgiving myself, find the strength to move forward, let go of the past and just be grateful for what I do have. Help me to trust and have faith and don't let me quit please.
