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I really need prayer for my husband and we are going through a divorce that I do not want...but he is verbally mean and he has a way to never see his own faults and everything is all me..I know I have my part..but I want reconciliation but how when his heart is very hard! He is seeing other women recently and he blatanly was kissing and all over her in front of me...I was crushed and I had to leave..he said I don't understand how u could be so hurt..he said he doesn't feel quilty and I deserve it..I have never been with another man not even now and we have been sepwrated four months..but I live my husband and the last year of marriage anything he said to me was cutting me down and mean I tried talking to him about it but he always felt justified he said..I asked him to go to counceling he told me no that its stupid..my mom died a year ago yesterday so I've been dealing with so much..right before my husband left me I gave my phone number to another man...I immediately felt quilty and I told my husband what I did and I changed my number the next day..never talked to the guy at all on the phone...I can't apologize to him enough and he still blames our marriage failing apart on the that and there is not a day that goes by he doesn't remind me of it..I am at lost before me giving my number to another I cried begged and tried to get him to go to counceling...im confused and hurt and hurt by the fact he hurts me deliberately and feels no remorse.. how can everything I do be wrong
