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debwatts8898
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Please pray for my family and our finances. That we will find the way to meet our financial obligations. I have panic attacks and worry all the time about our bills. I have tried to cut back every way possible. I thank God every day that me and my husband have a job to go to. I need prayer that God will put peace in my heart so that I can be the mother that I need to be for my 11 year old son. I am catching myself trying to ease the pain with alcohol and I hate it. My husband is an alcoholic and has been for years. When we married I had no idea that he had this addiction. Please pray that God will help me with the temtation of drinking. I pray daily about it and have long talks with God. I pray every day that I can have peace so that I don't feel the need to drink. I do hide and drink so my son doesn't see it but it is still wrong. My dad was an alcoholic and I am scared that is what will happen to me. I take my son to church and he is saved and has Jesus in his heart. I am saved and am not living the life of a Christian and I feel so guilty about that. Please pray that I will have the strength to resist temptation. I feel like a failure to God and also to my son. Thank you for your prayers.
