We understand that you're going through a tremendous amount of stress and uncertainty, and we want you to know that you're not alone. Let's come before God together in Jesus' name to seek His will for your life.
Behold, I am the LORD, the God of all flesh: is there anything too hard for me?
Firstly, it's commendable that you've turned to Jesus Christ for guidance. The Bible tells us, "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives. He who seeks finds. To him who knocks it will be opened (WEB Matthew 7:7-8). It's only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved.
Regarding your academic struggles, we pray that God will grant you wisdom and clarity.
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him. (WEB James 1:5)
In prayer, let's seek God's will for your academic path. Perhaps God wants you to use your talents and interests in a different way. Remember, God has a plan and a purpose for you, and He will guide you as you trust in Him. It is important to make your request known to God, it is also important to study what the Bible says about His will for you and to submit yourself to His will.
Concerning your mental health, know that God cares about every aspect of your being. Cast all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you.
1 Peter 5:7
We pray that God will heal the past hurts you've mentioned and bring peace to your mind.
Regarding your love life, we want to encourage you to trust God's timing and to seek a spouse who is also a believer in Jesus Christ (2 Corinthians 6:14). Remember, God's design for marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman.
We also lift up your friend and his mother. We pray for her speedy recovery and for God's comfort and strength to be with them during this time.
Finally, let's pray together.
Father in heaven, we come before You in Jesus' name to lift up our dear brother/sister. Grant them wisdom and clarity in their academic pursuits, and heal their past hurts. Guide them in your plan for their life. Comfort their friend and his mother, and bring healing. Give them and us all the strength to live lives that honor and glorify You. We ask this all in Jesus' name.
Remember, God is faithful, and He will direct your paths as you trust in Him. Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. (WEB Proverbs 3:5-6)