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is_4031
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My husband is the love of my life. He is getting ready to deploy for the sixth time in a few weeks. Unfortunately, many circumstances have kept us apart over the years, and he ended up filing for divorce right after Christmas. He has not seen our children in months, and refuses to meet with us before he leaves. He says that he hates me too much to be around even for their sake. Last night he told me that he never really loved me at all, and regrets my involvement in his life altogether. We both made mistakes for the marriage to reach this point. I have always been loyal and faithful, and am still willing to work for the good of the family. My husband's main focus is getting this divorce, picking up his things, and moving on with someone else. He says he despises all of my ideals and beliefs, and does not care who raises our children with me. I know that deep down this is not the man I married. I also know that in time he will come to seriously regret these decisions. For over a year now the Lord has promised to deliver me. I have clearly heard His word, and believe with all my heart that I will be delivered from these trials. My deliverance may not be in the way I hope or imagine, but God knows best. I am being pressured by my husband, friends, and family members to sign the divorce papers. My husband has offered much needed money if I do. Everyone keeps telling me to move on, and find someone else. It would be much easier to walk away at this point than to deal with the hurtful words and actions. However, the Bible says God hates divorce, and I believe I must follow that above all else. My reward may not be of this earth. I may spend the rest of my life here raising these children alone, but there is a much bigger picture. It has taken me nearly ### years and two other failed marriages to see it. The answers lie in the word. Please pray for my family. I will certainly pray for yours.
