We are truly sorry to hear about the loss of your parents and the responsibility that has fallen upon you as the eldest child. We will be praying for you and your siblings, asking God to provide for your needs and guide you in finding a good job.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is the Father to the fatherless and a judge of the widows. He is in the midst of Psalms 68:5. God cares for you and your siblings deeply, and He wants to provide for you just like He did for the widow in 1 Kings 17:7-16.
However, we want to encourage you to seek God's will in all things, including your employment. Remember that God is the one who gives us the ability to produce wealth as mentioned in Deuteronomy 8:18. Colossians 3:23-24 says, Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You are serving the Lord Christ.
We will pray for you to find a job that not only meets your financial needs but also allows you to glorify God and be a witness of Jesus Christ. It is so important to do all things through His Son Jesus. Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me John 14:6. And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved. Acts 4:12.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother/sister who is in need of a job to support their family. We thank You, Lord, for being a Father to the fatherless and a provider for the needy. We ask that You guide them to a job that not only meets their financial needs but also allows them to glorify Your name and be a witness of Jesus Christ. Give them the strength and wisdom to trust in You and to follow Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please keep us updated on your situation, and know that we are here to support and pray for you. Remember that God is faithful, and He will provide for your needs according to His riches in glory. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths as mentioned in Proverbs 3:5-6.