marizda
Beloved Servant
Father God,
Thank you for this day. Thank you I was able to accomplish some of the tasks which lessened my work for the following days. Thank you for your guidance. Thank you for the safety. Father I am sorry if I am thinking negatively again. I am sorry if I panicked again. I am sorry if my faith is not strong enough. If my patience is not long enough and that I am not strong enough to take it all in. Father I am sorry for my shortcomings. I hope and pray that you'll still forgive me no matter what.
Father I know this is too much to ask... And.. This is impossible already. But you've helped me for so many times specially during the time when everything seemed to be impossible. Father pls give me the gift of faith for I need to trust you more on your plans for me... And I need to trust you when you say that when I asked in Jesus' name you will give it. Father I'll never get tired of praying, asking for your mercy, grace and blessing for the healing of my broken relationship with Martin. Father I know you hear me. You see my struggles. You see my agony. Pls have more mercy on me and Martin. I know I did everything for him to give up. It's not normal. I know. Even my parents almost gave up on me already hadn't I studied far away from them for so long. But this one thing that I keep on asking for you... He's the one who really wanted to save us and our relationship. He's the one who gave it all out. I know it's impossible... And I know this is too much to ask for... But pls give me another shot on this relationship. Pls heal us and our broken hearts. Pls let us be together again. Help us to forgive each other. Find each other again. Love each other again. Be married and have a happy family and life together. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how it will happen but I know you're going to make it happen. I know things don't always work the way I think they're supposed to because I have a very different view on a lot of things but I know nothing is impossible to you and that my faith in you will make things work out for Martin and me again. Hopefully... In time.. In your time.
Father i am also asking you to let me see Martin before the year ends. Hopefully I'll get to see him tomorrow, on Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday or on Thursday... I don't know but I am hoping I'll get to see him before the year ends. Maybe tonight I'll be able to see him. Pls let it happen Father God. And pls heal us the way you always heal us when we have minor or major fights. Pls Father. Pls hear my prayers and Christmas wish. And pls remove all the bitterness and coldness in our hearts towards each other. I don't want us planting any grudges on each other. I love him. I still love him. And I always will. Pls guide us. Thank you Father. Thank you. I am also asking for your help for the healing of my relationship with my parents as well. I hope and pray that they'll learn how to trust me and how to listen to me the way I try to trust and listen to them as well. Help us Father. Thank you so much. These means so much to me for they are my life. My parents and Martin. They make me live. Wake up each morning hoping that there's something to look forward to every waking day. I know things will work out through your help. I know it. i just know. Thank you Father! Thank you!
These I ask in Jesus' name. AMEN! AMEN! AMEN!
Thank you for this day. Thank you I was able to accomplish some of the tasks which lessened my work for the following days. Thank you for your guidance. Thank you for the safety. Father I am sorry if I am thinking negatively again. I am sorry if I panicked again. I am sorry if my faith is not strong enough. If my patience is not long enough and that I am not strong enough to take it all in. Father I am sorry for my shortcomings. I hope and pray that you'll still forgive me no matter what.
Father I know this is too much to ask... And.. This is impossible already. But you've helped me for so many times specially during the time when everything seemed to be impossible. Father pls give me the gift of faith for I need to trust you more on your plans for me... And I need to trust you when you say that when I asked in Jesus' name you will give it. Father I'll never get tired of praying, asking for your mercy, grace and blessing for the healing of my broken relationship with Martin. Father I know you hear me. You see my struggles. You see my agony. Pls have more mercy on me and Martin. I know I did everything for him to give up. It's not normal. I know. Even my parents almost gave up on me already hadn't I studied far away from them for so long. But this one thing that I keep on asking for you... He's the one who really wanted to save us and our relationship. He's the one who gave it all out. I know it's impossible... And I know this is too much to ask for... But pls give me another shot on this relationship. Pls heal us and our broken hearts. Pls let us be together again. Help us to forgive each other. Find each other again. Love each other again. Be married and have a happy family and life together. I don't know how to do it. I don't know how it will happen but I know you're going to make it happen. I know things don't always work the way I think they're supposed to because I have a very different view on a lot of things but I know nothing is impossible to you and that my faith in you will make things work out for Martin and me again. Hopefully... In time.. In your time.
Father i am also asking you to let me see Martin before the year ends. Hopefully I'll get to see him tomorrow, on Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday or on Thursday... I don't know but I am hoping I'll get to see him before the year ends. Maybe tonight I'll be able to see him. Pls let it happen Father God. And pls heal us the way you always heal us when we have minor or major fights. Pls Father. Pls hear my prayers and Christmas wish. And pls remove all the bitterness and coldness in our hearts towards each other. I don't want us planting any grudges on each other. I love him. I still love him. And I always will. Pls guide us. Thank you Father. Thank you. I am also asking for your help for the healing of my relationship with my parents as well. I hope and pray that they'll learn how to trust me and how to listen to me the way I try to trust and listen to them as well. Help us Father. Thank you so much. These means so much to me for they are my life. My parents and Martin. They make me live. Wake up each morning hoping that there's something to look forward to every waking day. I know things will work out through your help. I know it. i just know. Thank you Father! Thank you!
These I ask in Jesus' name. AMEN! AMEN! AMEN!
