Prayer For Healing And Restoration Of My Relationship With Martin

[marizda]

Dear Lord

I continue to pray for healing, restoration and reconciliation of my relationship with Martin and our love for each other. Lord I feel so low now realizing what I've done the past 6yrs and the past 2months after he broke up with me. I am such a creep. I am such psychotic, obsessed human being. I feel so low it is as if i fell rock bottom. Where have my wits gone? I pray that you redeem me and my actions. I just love him so much. I am sorry I dont know how to let go and let You work on this problem. I am sorry I cant accept what happened to us. i am sorry I did all the things i did just because I feel those were the right things to do. I am sorry I didnt have enough trust on you and Martin. I am sorry for all my faults. Lord I dont know how can I forgive myself. I became a monster because of my selfish kind of love. And though i am still praying and asking you to change Martin's heart and mind towards me pls look in to my heart and see my heart's desires. I am changing myself one step at a time and I pray that it pleases you. That I am bringing greater glory and honor to you. That I am doing your will. Lord I pray that Martin will still be a part of my life. That he is part of Your will for me. I miss him so much. And right now I cant do anything simply because I am only human. Even if I act on my own nothing will happen because my prayer requires a miracle because this is impossible. Lord I am lifting my relationship with Martin and Martin up to you because only You are the one who can change this. Only you can perform miracles and make everything possible for nothing is impossible to you. Lord I am entrusting everything to you. Lord I pray that you fill Martin's heart with love and honor and respect for me and not disgust. I know I dont deserve the honor and respect I am asking of you but Lord pls have mercy on me. I dont need another human being hating on me. Specially if the one's hating me is the one I love the most. Lord pls fill our hearts with lvoe, forgiveness and compassion towards each other. Lord I dont know what to do now. Just pls continue to bless our lives and fill us with your Holy Spirit. Lord pls guide us in every decisions we make. Lord pls do not leave our side. Lord I also pray that I continue with this change that is happening in me. Lord I pray that you make me the best girlfriend, fiance, wife and mother that I could be. Prepare my heart Lord God. Guide me. These I ask in Jesus' name. Amen.

 

[Valerie]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hearme]

Heavenly Father, please hear this request and grant it according to Your perfect will as I pray in agreement with this request. Yet I want your will to be done, not mine. I pray this in the name of Your holy son Jesus. Amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

The Lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace. Exodus 14:14

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[maddy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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